okay idk why im posting this but i am so like??? tw personal about me not like im upset rn just like Future ref??? idk its just personal and probably boring sorry okay so where would i even start??? its just i started thinking about how it would be great to talk to a supportive person / group face to face about shit and just let things out but its like i feel like it would be awkward??? idk cos im the type of person who when i talk about something and im trying to cry and i start shedding tears im not just going to let it out im gonna try and hold in cos thats all i know how to do in that sort of situation like i know im a strong person but im strong in a way thats for other people all my life ive been peoples crutch and should to cry on and support and im so used to supporting others that idk how to support myself like wow and i think with all the stress im gaining now its just becoming too much weight on me like i used to be able to joke and pretend to like myself but not im just not even trying to pretend anymore im just really slowing breaking under all this pressure cos im just so used to keeping my mouth shut and bottling everything up inside that idk how to let it out and talk about it like wow okay this turned into someone about me to a rant about stupid shit sorry
Posted on: Thu, 22 Aug 2013 04:21:14 +0000
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