real storie................ 2nd January 2013 mere office ka pehla din, bahut acha kata, naye log naya job, every thing is going fine… hamare office me 3 departments hai, ek Administration, 2nd Accounting, 3rd Engineering. Mujhe Administration Office me Computer operator ke liyea appoint kiya gaya tha. Mai isase pehle vi job kar chuki thi, to job ka kafi had taq knowledge tha mujhe. Admin. Office me ham sirf 4 log hai and 3 directors. Dhire – dhire office me sab se ghul – mil gayi. Ab kam karne me aur vi maja aa raha tha. Magar mai ab taq office ke mahaull se puri taraf waqif nahi thi. Sab ko upar se janti thi magar kiske dil me kya hai ye nahi samajh payi thi. Mera behave bahut hi majakiya hai. Har kisi se bahut jaldi ghul – mil jati hu mai. Ek din accounts office se kisi ne mujhe FB par friend request bheja. Uska naam Salman (Duplicate name coz main nahi cahti ki meri wajah se use koi problem ho) hai. Maine 3-4 dino taq koi reply nahi diya. Coz mujhe nahi pata tha ki wo kaise ladka hai? Maine apne office ke ek senior staff se pucha ki wo kaisa ladka hai kya mujhe use add karna cahiyea usne kaha ha he is right guy. To maine use add kar liyea. 2-3 din baad fb me usase baatein huiye I mean ham dono ne ke dusre ko introduct kiya. Usase baatein karke bahut achaa laga. Sach me laga ki he is very innocent and genios person. Dhire – dhire hamari baatein roz hone lagi. Usne mujhse mera no. pucha maine thoda socha but maine use apna no. de diya. Usne ek din baton – baton me mujhe pucha : if u have any Boyfriend? Maine kaha ha. Coz mai already ek relationship me thi (But, mai us relationship se khush nahi thi, coz wo hamesha mujhe par shaq karta tha and hamesha mujhe galiyan deta, but maine ye baat kavi kisi ko nahi bataiyi, aur batati vi to kya? Ki mai ek aise ladke se pyar karti hu jo meri izzat nahi karta?). Ek din usne mujhe call kiya. Bas thodi bahut baat huiye usase. Phir usne mujhe mera dusra no. manga to maine use mera dusra no. de diya. Ek din hamari bahut raat taq baatein huiye lag-bhag 2 baje taq. Bahut achaa laga unse baat karke. Mai ab taq office ke logo se anjan thi, but, unse baat hone ke baat office ke bahut se logo ke baare me pata chala ki wo log mere bare me kya sochte hai? Ya phir office ke log sach me kaise hai. Bahut sari guidelines mili mujhe. Dhire – dhire ham dono me batein badhne lagi. Ab ham dono ek dusre ko text vi kiya karte they. Mujhe jab vi office me koi problem hoti mai pehle unhe batati and he is really a great guy wo meri problem jhat se suljha dete the. Phir ek din meri zindagi ne palti khaiyi and mere boyfriend ne mujhse break-up kar liya ye bol kar ki ab use mujhme koi interest nahi hai and I don’t diserve he. And usne already ek GF bana li hai. Mere pairo tale jaise ki jameen nikal gayi? Maine jis ladke ko apne life ka 4 years diya usne mujhe is tarah chod diya. Do din bahut udas rahi na khana khaya na hi so payi. Salman ne mujhse pucha ki kya baat hai aap itne udas kyu ho? Maine use sab kuch bataya , to usne mujhe bahut dilasa diya mujhe samjhaya jisi aapki kadar nahi aap uski kadar kyu kar rahi ho. Maine vi soch ki salman sahi bol raha hai to mai vi sudhar gayi. And use vhulne ki koshish karne lagi. Ab salman ke sath meri har roz baatein hone lagi. Kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya ho raha hai kyu ho raha hai? Mujhe usake saath waqt gujarna acha lagta tha. and sayad use vi. Agar kisi wajah se usase baatein nahi ho pati to mujhe thik se nind nahi ati thi. And dusre din us par bahut gussa dikhati thi. But, salman bahut hi payare andaz me mujhe mana lete the. and mai bahut asani se man vi jati thi. Ham dono me bahut si baatein huiye, jo aj taq maine kavi vi apne kisi vi friends ke saath nahi ki. And usne vi mujhse bahut sari baatein share ki. Ham dono ko hi kuch problems the and ham dono hi strugal person the. Is wajah se ham dono aur pass aa gaye. Kavi – kavi to use bina bole hi mai uski baatein samjh jati and wo vi. Phir kuch aisa hua ki ham dono milne vi lage. But, pehli hi mulakat me na jane kyu ham dono bahut paas aa gaye. Na mai khud ko rok payi na hi wo. Phir usi din raat me ham dono ne baatein ki, usne mujhe bataya ki ye sab galat hai agar ham dono itne paas aa gaye to ham dono ko bahut sari problems ho sakti hai. And wo mujhe apni bahut achi friend mante hai. And wo mujhe khona nahi cahta. Mainevi uski baat se sahmat thi kyunki mai vi use khona nahi cahti thi. Phir, ham dono ne decide kiya ab ham dono ek dusre se thoda dur rahenge. Uske dusre din ham dono ne kisi vi tarah se koi baat nahi ki? Mai din vhar apne mobile chek karti rahi. Unka koi text ya call nahi aya. Sayad wo vi mere text ya caal ka wait karte rahe but maine vi koi call ya text nahi kiya. Mai us din bahut udas thi pata nahi kyu mera man nahi lag raha tha. Bar-bar apane phone ko check karti. Us din ehsas hua ki mai unke liyea kuch special feel karti hu. Aur kyu na karu? Wo vi to mujhe har baat par itna hasate ki mai lafzoo me baya nahi kar pati? Mai unke saath itbi khush rehti ki mere life ki koi problem mujhe nazar hi nahi ati thi. Us din unhe vi ehsas hua ki mai vi unki life me kuch special place par hu. Ukse dusre din ham dono ki baatein huiye and ham – dono ne decide kiya ki ham dono baatein karte rahenge jab bari ayi is rishte ko naam dene ki to kuch samajh nahi aya kyunki ham dono ko lagta tha ki ye pyar to nahi hai and na hi wo mujhe apni gf banana cahtey the. Phir bahut sochne ke baad ham dono ne is rishtey ko “Benaam Rishta” ka naam diya. Ham dono me phir se baatein hone lagi ham dono milne vi lage. Pata nahi kyu mai kuch special feel karti hu unke liyea. Unke sath rehne se mera waqt kuch aisa gujarta hai ki maloom hi nahi chalta. Unse baatein na ho to man udas sa rehta hai. Lagta hai ki kuch to hai jo chut raha hai. Unki har baat par pyar ata hai. Unse bahut sari baat karne ka man karta hai. Lagta hai ki unse baatein karti rahu. Main is rishte ko ek naam dena cahti hu.. but Kya? Ye pata nahi???????? Kyunki ham dono hi committement se dartey hai. Sochte hai ki agar is rishtey ko koi naam diya gay to ye rishta jyada dino taq nahi tik payega??? Kya karu kuch samajh nahi ata hai? Kaise batau ki unke bina jina kuch adhura sa lagta hai? Ab kisi aur ladke ki taraf dekhne ka man nahi karta hai?? Lagta hai bas ek najar unhe dekhti rahu….. na jane kyu jab wo mujhe dekhte hai meri palakein apne aap jhuk si jati hai. Jab vi mai apne Ex-Bf se inki compare karti hu to mujhe ehsas hota hai ki sayad mai unse pyar karti hi nahi thi. Coz aj taq kavi uske samne meri ankhein nahi jhuki jaise ki salman ko dekh kar jhuk jati hai. Ham dono raat-raat vhar aise baatein kartey hai jaie ki ham dono kafi pehle se ek-dusre ko jante hai. Aj is reletionship me hame pure 6 months ho chuke hai….. and I m very HAPPY with him… I Hope I Love him… But, If he ?????? Ye kya hai mujhe kuch samajh nahi ata hai???? Friends please guide me what I do ?????? If I really Love with him or not ?? Please give me advice in
Posted on: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 09:23:45 +0000
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