so this is and isnt about endo im just idk its hard back around 2010/2011 i had knee surgery because i severly tore my maniscus its in the back of the knee it was so badly tore it looked like a bucket handle how you can move one back and forth anywho im high-risk for any type of surgery im on coumadin ive had every bloodclot you can get except my heart and brain in 2007 i had a P.E one in each lung i almost died.. and i have to give myself lovenox shots in the tummy to make my blood thicken up some so i wont severly bleed out..well while taking the shots that ive taken before and never had a problem btw lovenox is made out of pig intestines..but that set of shots i had made me sick everytime id give myself the shots 2times a day..and after the surgery and time in the hospital i was released and i started noticing this bump/lump that started hurting in the area i had given myself the shots pretty soon it got so big so i decided to put a needle in it to see if anything would drain and stuff started draining im very clean well double clean with any type of needles i hate going to the doctors and hospitals so for about 3 months or so id drain that thing and everyday about 2 needlefull of stuff would come out im assuming it was an infection along with celulitus sorry i have dyslexia so im not a good speller anyways i brought 2 needlefull into my main doc and he said it looked like an infection and that it was fine for me to drain it since he knew i knew what i was doing anywho about 3/4 months of doing it , it finally stopped having anything in it and i stopped thinking about it the lump/bump went away but than i noticed a goodsizes hard lump in that area i went to my doc and he said it calcified from celulitis and i can feel it and it hurts and it can get my endo on my right side to start hurting..my rightside is usually the worse with my endo pain.. i want it cut out but im so scared that once they start cutting i wont stop bleeding ill have to go back on the lovenox shots before having it done.. and here is another part about 2 weeks or so ago i shaved my armpits and i noticed a lump/bump not in my armpit but like between my armpit and down on the side where your breast start i thought it was a boil ive had them before and i waited to see if it would become ripe well it didnt it got bigger/longer and is hard and it hurts i tried to pop it but nothing it just caused worse pain.... my mom keeps telling me to go have it removed that its possibly a cyst because they do run in my family my grandpa had 2 of them one on his back and the other on his arm my mom had one on her inner thigh and arm they told them to watch them if they grew legs they needed to be seen ASAP my sis had 1 in a private area i held her hand while they cut it out and it looked horrible painful and im assuming thats what this is...and if it is i know i need it taken out and id like the celulitis thing in my tummy cut out...but again i hate doctors and i REALLY hate hospitals and being on coumadin i still can get bloodclots even on the meds so im scared like i said that if they started cutting i wont stop bleeding and thats a heavy weight weighing on my brain/heart they both hurt.. and i know ya all are gonna say go get them taken out but its easier said than done besides bleeding out my other fear is another clot and i have 2 daughters 1 is 9yrs old and my other is 14yrs old.. both have disabilities and when i had the double P.Es i thought i was donna die.. my doc even said i SHOULD have died because not many people live thru that and at the time i was 26 =-I im just scared and idk...i have my pros and cons... idk i guess im just maybe ranting? idk if im looking for comments on what to do cause like i said having them removed is easier said than done..back in 04 i hemmoraged almost all my blood out i litterly was dying while arguing with the doctor/nurses/mom/sis/ect also i lost a baby and had to have a DNC which is horrible cause they scrape the crap out of your inside but anyways i know i made this into a novel but i figured id explain it all... and like i said i have my pros and cons im just idk stuck on my decision and if i do decide to have it done i might have to stay in the hospital so they can monitor me since i am high risk ahhhh so frustrating :-\
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 10:05:17 +0000
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