thanks you for the lessons that nearly broke me. This were the years that made me dig deep, and find oute who i AM. I now know how to love. to be happy for others happiness. Letting go of attachments and sorrows have been in inportent to me this year . My life has been hard. I still remember the feeling in my boddy. The feeling of getting my heart poold out from my chest. Crying scramming, as i se my family, my life, my trust, disappearing in the distance Yes i can still feel it.. Taken by force, kidnaped, then adopted. This trauma have effected me all my life... and i didnt know. like a wound that never heals. The pain, the akin.... In time you gett juiced to it because you dont know better at that age. The reason Iv been walking away from love, is because love left me first. all my relations have been broken because i always been afraid to loos the people in my heart. When you are afraid you manifest it as much as you manifest joy. It becomes your reality. Iv been pushing love away..... Now i know my problem... heeling time. Butt Im still afraid.... and it will take som time for me to change in order to feel love without beeing afraid to loose love. If you think you gonna loose in life, eventually you will. The power of the mind.
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 12:26:44 +0000
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