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the Coffees on... Im sitting here this morning at a loss of words... or maybe its the correct words. Life effects each of Us differently. Myself! Being a Marine I have the attitude that Ive Wiped! So its not going to be a Shitty Day n Nobody is shooting at Me, so it just opportunities abound. Its just all in the approach. Yet... When others deliberately bring Chaos into our lives, when we finally realize they n Ill be nice for the moment, but when we finally realize they are selfish n family or children or team no longer play a factor in their equation we are at a loss. n Im not saying this for my benefit this morning. I have someone very close to me that I care about n love deeply that is experiencing this loss at the moment. You Trust Unconditionally n Hope! You Personally push yourself to make it happen. Why? Because You want Good Things for You, Your Son n Family. Hmmm... Pain! Most think Pain is Physical! Pain is Mental n Spiritual as well. This is the problem Im having this morning. Its effecting those close to Me. Some make excuses for this behavior, saying its just a defense mechanism. Horse Shit! A Defense Mechanism is punching someone in the throat! Deliberately hurting someone is Hateful! n Selfish! n yet We as Human Beings dont hold those closest to Us accountable, which makes me think, that until We do, then We arent ever going to hold our Politicians Accountable, but thats a whole other topic. Hmmm... It Hurts, when you put your trust into someone with the Hopes that together you have the opportunity to share a life together n when they violate that Trust, Youre at a Loss. Its a True Pain! Its Confusing! I personally, totally understand this. Ive just came to the conclusion on my part that their negative comments arent a reflection on Me, but of Them n their negative approach towards life. Sometimes you just cross paths with Hateful People who are just a little bit physco! Well... this Boy spent the nite again last nite. This is a Safe Place for Him to be at the moment. Hes up n has reading glasses now. Guess I should put this day in motion n focus on His needs this morning. Lets see what this Day has to Offer! Im just a little perplexed this morning.
Posted on: Tue, 04 Mar 2014 13:50:31 +0000

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