the last few months have been a major struggle. its very hard to leave my cottage, ive lost loads of fitness, im getting chunky again and ive hardly made any art. feeling sorry for myself will just make things worse, i think its time for some serious positive action. i know what i need to do, its just getting motivated and keeping going: 1) lose 40-50lbs. stop comfort eating, stop drinking, stop smoking weed. 2) learn the video editing package ive got. 3) learn to use the audio software ive got and record vocals and make music. 4) make 100-200 more digital portraits over the next few months. 5) stop being so full of myself and yet so self-loathing at the same time. easier said than done. if i really got stuck into that list for the rest of 2014, id set myself up to have a REAL go at life in 2015. being brutally honest, ive never had a REAL go since 1998-1999... when i thought up the concept that destroyed my life: ultramodernism. i need to have a REAL go again before its too late. i used to live in the future, but that was such a longtime ago.
Posted on: Sat, 27 Sep 2014 19:00:24 +0000
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