the last two weeks have been hell to be told by doctors that they didn’t think koedan would make it killed us my heart broke tears fell and my world stopped and as I sat by my little baby I couldn’t understand why me why us why koedan haven’t we been through enough, I sat by my baby’s bed and promised him I wouldn’t leave I told him all the time how much I loved him and gave him a kiss every chance I got not knowing when I left rocky how really sick our little boy was getting to Brisbane I was hoping for good news but it seem to just get worst our little man had meningitis and septic shock reading a lot about these two horrible things I realised how bad things were and how dangerous they are, seeing my baby like this was so painful for James and myself seeing our new baby be so sick with drips and on a breathing machine was hard and sad. one week of hell, pain and hundred of tears not knowing what the out come would be we finely heard the words YOUR BABY IS GOING TO MAKE IT !!!!! a long recovery ahead but he will survive that very moment I could have kissed that doctor now it has been two weeks bub is doing very well we have had ups and downs but he is safe here with us we are now on the home stretch hopefully we will be aloud to go home tomorrow or early next week :) these last three years of motherhood has been hard painful sad happy tearful but still very rewarding. It has taught me to never give up that even though it may seem like every thing is going wrong there is still hope and that a dad and mums love is the most important part of healing. Motherhood is not easy it doesn’t come stress free nor does it come without tears, laughter and pain but at the end of the day its worth it and it teaches you along the way. It has made me who I am today, it has made me a stronger and better person. NEVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED DONT WASTE THE TIME YOU HAVE NOW BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THAT TIME MAY ENED........... my world my life my heart my everything JAYDEN, TYLER-JAMES & KOEDAN
Posted on: Sat, 13 Jul 2013 10:43:36 +0000
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