well tonight is the first night my dad will not be sleeping at the farm :( this is going to be a big adjustment for him &the dogs. not going to lie Im nervous...... his buddy that he helped out when he was at the lowest points of his life is now acting like hes better than him. i just dont like it!! some ppl dont know but about ,12yrs ago my dad had a good life, his own house by the lake, a wife, and a good job. he slowly lost it all except for his dogs. its been hard to watch, but Ive always hoped and prayed he would find his way agian to be the truly happy man he used to be. hopefully this year when he gets his retirement will ne his time to restart his life. I long to see him happy and content agian.hes a strong man and life has knocked him down & held him there......i just want him to be free agian!!! i look up to him in that way, hes never truly given up, no matter how shitty things have gotten. i think this is as bad as it can get, I plan on helping him get through this horrible time in his life. I never gave up on him & I never will, hell alway be the strongest, most loving man I know. Ive been so blessed to have him as my Daddy and was given such a fun childhood . might of been hella crazy the past 11 years but everything happens for a reason. God gave us all these tests as a family, Im sure we failed most but weve never given up on each other, always been strong when the other was weak, always loved whole heartedly. I hage Faith that together me and my Daddy will be ok!!!
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 03:40:00 +0000
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