worry, is all in the hands of the beholder. I could be at the point where i am kidnapped, and my limbs are being torn off, i would be at peace. knowing i am in the hands of he whom knows all things, my body is in the hands of He who has power, if i am to die, then so be it, if i am to withstand severe torture, id gladly lay down my life, if it meant that i would be doing it within what is to be done. id go blind for the sake of redeeming another human. if my person can bring witness to peace, then i would charish that moment, for the rest of my existence. For from that moment, was born a sympathy, a love, a devotion. If i am to die tonight, then so be it, I wold die knowing my suffering is at the hands of they who cannot break my spirit. I am not my body, this is merely a shell, and if i am worried about my tent, then i am not believing what im telling you now. My body is merely a vessel. whatever happens in the realm to my body, means nothing compared to the glory of which is waiting for me after this shell has withered away. I am a transient being, i do not fret for my mortal existence, and neither should you. you are in the hands of whom mastered everything, He who is creator of all, the creator has a plan, the divine has a place for all those who find peace in His name, and those who oppose Him, - what other torture is there to be with someone of whom you resent? His will is to claim those who wish to be with Him, and those who dont... but He wont subject someone to be with Him, if they dont want to.... Brother.. Friend... of whos sorrow are you betrothing? Of whos suffering are you being subject to? tell me, if this realm means nothing, but the people of whom are in it, what worries can you have? other than the spiritual well-being of every man woman and child? this is my digression. this is what i bear witness to. I see unanswered hatred, i see unguided rage, i see passion without a solid ground of peace! i see anarchy beyond comprehension. why? why else but from the sorrows of the man made existence? I fear nothing but God, for only He has power over everything, my body means nothing to me, as i said, this is merely a shell of which to do my work in. I am here only for one purpose. I intend to fulfil that one purpose by giving my life to those who need it, and to those who never known the gospel. My life is not mine, my life is for those who wish for life, i wish to be water for those who are thirsty, i wish to be food for those who hunger for truth.. I would gladly lay down everything i am, so that one man can know utter truth, I would lay down my existence for another man to bear witness to the glory of what created beauty... I am a mere pawn to Him, and this is all i want... This is my glory, this is my love, and my joy. I am a servant. I will die a servant. Id rather give my everything, than only receive.. Id rather destroy my mind, so that another can see love, so that they can see peace, so they can know reality, so that they can see glory. this is my life. I fear nothing. neither should you. this? this all means nothing. this all is nothing, other than you, me, and him, and the others that live on this planet. people, matter. that is all. relationship. comradre. friendship. Brotherhood. family... dont let the world get to you, it is nothing compared to the beauty of who you are my beloved friend.. no one should be in pain. not with this state of mind. pain, is nothing. fear, is nothing. sorrow, is nothing. joy, can be felt.. peace, is before us.. why dont we surrender to divinity? why dont we surrender to peace?.. why dont we destroy ourselves to give truth to the masses? Man love himself... Man loves to divide, man love to hate.. Man loves to conquer, Man love to portray his glory... Man has no glory.. I have no glory other than being that of a servant. For that is the only glory man can have. though, it is indeed the highest glory one can receive, for from this, is given the world... the meek shall indeed inherit the world.. for the Kingdom is in them.... My friends... what peace is there? other than the peace of the creator? mans peace is none.. mans peace is a mask of satisfaction.. mans peace is a ruse.. see love, see passion, see light, see life, see the world as its supposed to be seen. There is no fear to be had, Fear is nothing. Pain is nothing. Freedom, only belongs to those who surrender to the idea of surrender. For only from surrender can one get from sadness to joy.. surrender is indeed the answer... but it is not the solution. there is only one solution, that is the doctrine of Christ, the reason of Why he did what He did.. the Glory of our God... Love.. Selfless love. completely selfless.. surrender. divine surrender. is the only way to gain heavenly peace. God, Christ, is the only way out of this mess... Its the only way youll be able to feel free... one is covered in shadow, one is covered in confusion and disarray. unless one surrenders to the glory of love, in its truest form. that is what started it all, that is what started peace, that is what gave peace, that is what loved first.... I am not perfect by any means, but id kill myself to show you what love is... Id kill myself to show you that there is nothing to fear. there is nothing to be afraid of, if you are in the hands of Heaven.. I am there.. I am not here. this is merely a vessel, i am merely a tent. my spirit is who i am, and my spirit resides in Heaven. Friend, if one can show the world that there is nothing to fear, or be sorrowful about, then you have conquered the world, then you have given the world to all. Then you have given love, to all the inhabit this world. Friend... I am not good. Only God is good. no one is good. This is why i say, there is nothing to fear. He who has control over the seas, has a plan. I am overwhelmed to be apart of this plan. I am at peace with my standing. I love my standing! I am a servant. =j i am he who loves. I am he who gives love.. I am he who sacrifices life as a virulent being, to be within the realm of divinity, of truth, of security. I am he who fears nothing, but the stain of my own life. I fear becoming a plague. I fear becoming that of which i couldve been. my virulence is something.. so is yours. I only fear it because of my own transgression. my own transgression only leads my closer to the hole of shadow. it only leads me closer to hollowness. I fear becoming hollow.. i fear to not feel joy, because of my anger, because of my hatred. One cannot feel love, if they reside in hatred... One cannot feel comfort, if they reside in unknown, if the reside in shadow... if they reside in darkness...
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 19:56:53 +0000
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