you know what is the worse part about my life ? is that my name.. where i am from... where i grew up...every thing around me and every one around me look at me like i am from space every one who is not from here look at me like a parasite , some one who is filled with the anger and hate of all those people the fun part is that here i stick out like a sore thumb despite me doing my best to show them that i am doing the right thing on the other hand i have the rest of the world see me as one of them just an other male sick Arabic guy from libya who is like all of them so lets clear a few things 1- i am not arabic 2-i am not muslim 3- i have a clean record with the law 4- i dont smoke any thing i never drink and i hate the idea of losing my IQ and the only thing that is making me ME AKA my brain ! 5-i am straight i am not gay or Bi nor i hate people who are but i am just not 6- i back up every thing in folders and file so that maybe one day i will have the chance to get out of here and be the one i see my self as ! and i dont mind sharing them with any one whos like to see them and i am talking medical -school- law and such please be my guest ask me in privet and i will have a copy ready for you by a day or so to send it to your email or on skype if its in Arabic i will send you to a website that can help you translate it or read it with a smart dictionary it hurts to care for some one so much you invest in time and feeling and money and be kicked a side when they are done with you cuz i am not so hip and that i dont match the word fun in some peoples book and all that is just fine by me... but its worse when people attack you for it months after ! like i did some sin ! in the name of humanity that i am about to give up on i dont want it to be my word VS there if some one any one who knows what i am talking about please step up and do some thing a wise man said fight fire with fire... fire is bright and aggrieve you can see it and you know how to fight it if you are fighting a lie its not as easy ..its hidden and it changes form with all the words i can use my voice wont be heard so please help if you can i can share chat logs - names - dates with any one who wish to push false claims to my face but i still need help i really do.. PS i am not online every day and most of the time its cuz of the power going out in libya very very often and some times for days so please wait for my replay if you text for any thing thank you for taking the time to read all the way down .
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 15:59:20 +0000
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