you now, just thinking, as always...I need to start writing a book...a "husband" must be different than a passionate lover. I always had passionate lovers. No wonder God said, "you have a husband." He is not for my passions, although could be. A husband is something different. It is a life mate, a life partner. Which is what I was searching for in my days of sin and never found I found only passionate lovers. but who is this "husband?" I know for a fact I had two marriages, but never really even a husband then. Both those marriages was based on "passion alone." Maybe my live in life partner husband is just Jesus. I was never able to keep house before like I did after Jesus saved me, because all these passionate lovers kept my life turned upside down. I felt more like I lived on the road than in a house. One of those passionate relationships was a school girl, teenage event that produced a beautiful little girl I named Melissa Dawn. The other passionate relationship produced great pain, far more pain than the first relationship....he was the abusive type that I left many times before finally being able to free myself of him through "his unfaithfulness." So, as I am gaining more strength here from my near death experience 2 days ago, I am being taught seems like many things....reflecting upon things that I had been taught earlier, but then we all file things away in our brain/database, and then at a later time, we may search to pull things back again. But I do think if we strive to know God and his spirit, the Holy Ghost he sent back to us, and if it is within us can also brings things back to our remembrance, things we had maybe been taught by God earlier, but because of the hussel and bussel of daily life, the tug and pull kind of things we all go through for survival to be alive, we forget, until that moment the Holy Ghost sees, well now, it is time to teach her this again.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Jul 2013 23:49:36 +0000
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