10:45 PM....one more special song after this one babe, and its not one you might think. But this one now is one I have dedicated a couple times already and is a song I really really like, and again, if you would carefully listen to the words and lyrics, would tell you the extent of my feelings for you. In part, heres to you - the one that always pulls us through. Yes, babe, that IS the new me, but the old Matt - giving YOU credit for things again - saying thank you again - recognizing your excellence again, instead of questioning you or not trusting you. Werent those two lessons you wanted me to learn before you took me back? I have babe. Then if I have, doesnt THAT TOO, deserve a second chance with you? I have asked this so many times, but I just want to know the price of your love (not monetary - Im not trying to buy you and never would - the gifts are because I love you and want you - nothing more). What does it take to love the woman of my dreams? The most beautiful woman in the world to me? Everyone else you loved has at some point looked away. I HAVENT. I always am here for you, want you, cherish you, have given up more things gladly, than you will ever realize, just to be here with you. I gave up Texas (twice) to be here in NC, where you wanted me to be, so I could be closer to you. Like you asked on our last 330. I gave up the Australia job for you, because I knew if I left, I would never come back, and that meant never being with you. And yes, it was a good job with the guys there. But as they know, YOU are most important in my life. I dont say these things baby for thanks. I say them because I WANT YOU. I have to have you. I have to be with you. Its not a question of an option really. Being in your arms this summer showed me what Heaven was, like the recording talked about. Anything else, is being in hell. Because if I cannot have Heaven, then I am already in the lake of fire, and as a Christian, that is not where I want to spend eternity. Sweetie, please listen to me now. Other than my faith, which is always number one, I give up freely, everything else, from this moment on, every care, every concern, every worry, every thought, every desire - other than YOU. You are who I want, what I want, forever. Nothing else, will do. Do you know what it would do for me to come out overnight and check the page, and see your refriend request and see our picture up? It wont fix things overnight, no, I understand that, and it doesnt mean going back to 100 from 0. But it does mean, a start. You gave him one after how many. Are you truly happy? Or do you miss the love that I have shown, in part, tonight? The love from your best friend - the man of your dreams - the man who so desperately wants to love you and save you again?.....https://youtube/watch?v=IxUWrRuqvCY
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 03:43:49 +0000
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