#101 Yazi ngezwa nokugula kuphela egazini.....ngavuka ngamphindisela ngenjani impama.....wabamba ubuso ngasukuma ngaphuthuma ummese....this time I was going to cut his throat ebuka. Ive been watching this man cheat for me engishaya engishayela his mistakes....acele uxolo ngimxolele.......this is abuse...am too young to stand this...ngiyofa nini ngempela ngihlalela ukushaya. And I got the sharpest knife ever ibizo mnqamula 1 time nje if ngiwubeka emqaleni......ngabuya nawo esahlezi kanjalo embhedeni.....wabona ummese wagxuma wangibamba wawuthatha....pressed me with his knee on my chest usuphinda lento yakho yokungibeka ummese,yini inkinga yakho he said I was gusping for air...wasusa idolo lakhe and draged me to the door engikhahlelaey yazi awnamahloni uzongishayela ekhaya,yazi wena ukugcinile ke todayI said Aybo kwangathi ngithi akangishaye kakhulu umntu...wangikhiphela ngaphandle egcekeni.....engikhahlela ngilele phansi.....into ebengiyivikela nje amazansi esisu.....kwaphuma ugogo aybo kwenzenjani lapho ememeza uZamile Him: eeh gogo ungikhiphele ummese lo Gogo: hawu Athandawi,usufuna kubulala ingane yabantu la emzini womntwana(Zulu) Yhooo I couldnt believe my own gogo believe leshlama esinguZamile. Zamile wayeka kungishaya....ngasukuma ngabuyela endlini...I locked the door behind me......ngangena ekamereni....ngaqoqa yonkinto kaZamile ngayifaka kwi backpack yakhe..... It was his last time....sophinde angibeke isandla....worse ungishaye ngigula futhi uzongishayela ekhaya.....aybo cha noma ngabe uloyiwe cha angeke ngikumele ke lokhu.... Ngathatha lo bag ngayikhipha nge windi..uzoythola khona phandle.....ngazilalela...there were knocks emnyango ngaziba nje baze bashaya iwindi....bekungu gogo weee Athandiwe!!!awvule la emnyangoshe said Ngazilalela nje,was in no mood to listen to her defending Zamile.....vele yimi okuthiwa nginekhanda eliqhwakazayo....I needed not to hear that... Ngize ngaphaphama ntambama ngavula umnyango ngabuyela embhedeni....wafika ugogo wee Athandiwe,uthi le ngane yabantu ihambe iyephi iyofika nini eMpumalangashe asked Me: akadingi ukuya khona,intombi yakhe iyamfuna le eNewcastle uya kuyo wenza wena islima uma ethi uya eMpumalanga Her: wena manje uvumele lokho,uvumela ukukhishwa ngenye intombazane? Me: kusizani ukubekezelela ize leze.... Her: engani uthi wena umkhombe ngommese Me: bengavele ngimsukele nje ngoba kwenzenjani? Kholwa lokhu akushilo vele ngoba nikholwa yena Her: cha,mina ngimnqabele ukuthi ahambe ebusuku nje Me: umnqabele leni ngoba uyazazi ukuthi uyaphi yena Her: aybo Athandiwe,ngeke phela mna ngithathe ama side la ngoba angazi kwenzekani Me: ngikhathele uZamile aqonywe if ngimbuza kumele angishaye....ey ngimncane kabi ukuthi ngingamela induku mna Wathwala izandla ekhanda ugogo.....Aybo kanti uyakushaya ungasho nje?She asked Ngavele ngazithulela nje ngazilalela.....shes now acting as if akambonga engishaya phandle.....angizwani nje nokwenziwa islima mina.. Waphuma wangishiya endlini. Lo ebezozibona ulala kuphi nokuthi udla ini...but surely ngoba ebeyintandokazi kagogo ebezomenzela ukudla amlungisele ne kamero la Bee alale kulo. Mna I cared less.....lwaphela ngempela ke uthando lwakhe. Woke up the next day......ngabona obhuti bami bemphelezela..... Part of still love him but couldnt stand his craziness.....akahambe ayolashwa.... I wondered imali useyithathephi cause ebezonikwa yimi eyokubuyela emva....kodwa ke that was none of my business. Surely he knew uzoyithathaphi no Lindiwe nje ebengamnika. It was around 3pm when I received a message from an unknonw number look where you are right now,iphi lo ndoda yakho manje ikushiyile,ey ngeke ningimele....but engifunayo ukuthi kufe oyedwa phakathi kwenu ngesandla soyedwa it read Wow I was shocked...kanti kwenzekani ngempela? Whos the sender?? I tried to call the number it went straight to voicemail. I forwarded the message to Zamile. He called yebo I answered Him: imessage etheni le uyisendayo Me: imessage ngiyisendelwa lo nonkroyi wakho,zumtshele ke ngohlukene nawe Him: ubani othe sohlukene? Me: yimi ohlukene nawe Him: udakiwe,you are still my girlfriend wena and akunamuntu wasihlukanisa Cha bakwethu allow me to diagnose lomphefumulo.....this is a pyscho but not yet diagnosed. Me: yazi uyanginyela wena,ucabanga ukuthi ngizomelana nale kaka yakho mna?khohlwa.....qhubeka nalo Lindiwe wakho ukhohlwe yimi Him: uyazi am still at Newcastle ngingabuya namanje lapho Me: uthi uze kubani njalo? He hanged up... Ay noba kunjani....le ndaba iyaphela la....Zamile was still dating Lindiwe....khona ufunani eNewcastle ehambe ekuseni kanje ekhaya he couldve made it to Mpumalanga. Empilweni we need to have ground rules....yes we fall inlove,we cant imagine our lives without abanye abantu but what you need to know ukuthi some relationship God will never approve them so stop trying to change someone who doesn’t want to change. Stop giving chances to someone who abuses your forgiveness. Stop walking back to the place where your heart ran from. Stop trusting their words and ignoring their action. Stop giving your all to a person who gives you nothing. Stop fighting for a RELATIONSHIP when you’re standing in the ring alone. Stop breaking your own heart. As much as bengimthanda uZamile.......I had to find my way out of the abusive relationship..... Was too young,intelligent,good looking to stay in an abusive relationship.....bengisengaphuma phandle amajita ashaye ama fleti tjovitjo. NB// Ladies mantombazane A REAL MAN NEVER BEAT A WOMAN If as a lady you dont care if he hits you all the time, even in public and you keep on saying I love him, thats all that matters then sorry to say you would care when you end up on a sick bed with a disfigured face or worse still in an early grave. SHIYA KULO RELATIONSHIP.....YOU DESERVE BETTER!!!#says a lady with experience#
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 07:21:34 +0000
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