13 years ago, I woke up in the morning to get ready for my new job. I had been in training for about 3 days... Got up and turned on the TV to find the World trade center smoking. Poured a cup of coffee and sat down to see what was going on. I spilled a little when the building dropped. Cried when the second one dropped. I was late for my new job that day. I dont think anyone cared. When my brother died, my family all met over at my Moms house, and we mostly sat staring stupidly at each other... helpless... On 9/11/01 We did that as an entire country. We all just sat, staring stupidly at each other feeling helpless. Speaking in whispers about what might have actually happened... what would happen the next day and there out. In all sincerity, I am a truther. I dont believe the story that we were told. Its full of holes, and doesnt really make sense. I dont know exactly what the truth is behind this event... though I have my thoughts and ideas... I remember watching flight 93 which was landed in Cleveland being unloaded... watching the people getting off of the plane... and then later seeing that it had crashed killing everyone who was on board... the story of it landing in Cleveland was pulled from channel 9s archives later. Just one of several quirks that got me researching, where I found a vast network of scholars and experts who also found things didnt add up. So, like it or not, there isnt much that can convince me that the official story is the truth. This is not to say that I do not mourn the loss of so many lives... I do. I felt the disturbance in the force. I still feel the immensity of it, and the weight of knowing that my government was either directly involved, or at least knew what was going on and chose not to stop it. This weighs heavily on my heart, and had affected my view of government in ways that can never be recovered from. I hate this event. I hate it with every fiber of my being. I hate what it did to the victims and their families... I hate what it did to Americans in general... I hate what it did to boost racism... I really hate what it did to our freedoms (ie the patriot act and TSA molestation checkpoints for starters) I hate what it did to our culture... but most of all, I hate what it did to me. I can not ever trust anything that I am being told now. Some folks seem to think that conspiracy theory is about being hip... or being above the average Joe who cant see things for how they really are... but I see it as a hardship. Doubting everything... not being able to trust the people who I have to trust because I have no choice... I wouldnt elect any of the people who get elected... a very minute few perhaps.... but my respect for our government has completely soured, and it starts on 9/11/01. To those who lost family members... I still pray for you. To those who swallow the official story, I pray for you too And for those who think they have it all figured out... never make assumptions... just like the official story, things are not necessarily what they appear to be... even your assumptions of the truth. And for those like me, who have simply lost faith in every organization related to government.... I dont know what to tell you except to remain open, honest and aware of your surroundings. I will be taking time to reflect today. I will pray for all of us.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 15:43:27 +0000
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