#2216 #female #age 18 first of all i make a humble rquest to viewers dat pls dont pass any harsh any comment.i jus truely in need of you guys(including admins crew) advices and encouraging words.so heres my confession(or u may call it an advice seeking post). actually I met a guy through fb whos my bf nw.we used to chat evryday and night and of course as per his request we exchanged numbers.and to my surprise he turned out to be my senior at school though i never saw him at school and most probably because he doesnt attend classes muchh which meant he aint a Good student, nevertheless I still made friendships with him.not because hes cute but becus I find his sweet talks and the way he talk to me in a low voice cutier:)..well,after being friends on social site and phone for a month we switched to love relation from frienship,and after a week of our relationship he decided to convert this virtual love into a reality one.so we met one Sunday.he took me to his place.initially it all went well and romantic but after some time he started acting horny,and guess what he started convincing me for intercourse bt I ws also determined that nomattr wat I wont let him do that wit me.at frst he were only requestin me,kept requesting even though I kpt denying over again and again bt after an hour he got tired as well as annoyed and he held me in his arms.huggin sounds sweet,right?but it was hurting me.I tried to push him away n break free but cudnt as his grasp got tightr.he got me laid down in bed n forcefully undressed me and made me realize that what he feel for me aint love but lust.after it was done he were so happy and oppositely I was weeping.I found myself as the most idiotic person that existing in this entire universe for trusting him enough to meet him.I remained silent and upset for an hour but eventually he persuaded me making promises like he will never leave me alone n he loves me and blah3.he manage to bring a Lil smile on my face but in the inside I was still films with insecurities that could eat me alive.. well were still together since a month but what has changed is he treats me as if I never meant shit to him.doesnt pay much attention neither calls nor txt .very rarely he does text n call(like wen hes in need of me).wen I check his Facebook account I see he kept my messages unopened which I had sent long bfore but chats with other chicks that texted him after I did and if I complain him regarding this he says theyre are people frm my fake world but u are my reality why would I spend time with you in virtuality wen I can directly confront you? and i understood him somehow believing hes speaking his heart and mind. when we meet I feel so happy n his proximity comforts me like no ones does but on the other hand he keeps chanting chal jaega and I feel like he doesnt feel good being wit me. I dont know where this complicated relationship gonna take me to,dont know what decisions need to be taken?. I even wonder at times if he really loves me? I know hanging on like this will make me miserable and miserable,leave me broken and hurt but I cant leave him either I love him so much. and of course I aint a type of girl who desrvs to be used(raped) at first date and then thrown away the next day or month. so guys please let me see the worst sides which youre seeing but not me be cause of being blinded in love..tell me if I should hold on to him and make him knw how much I love and care for him nomattr how much he hurts me?boys pls temme how do I make a boy fall for me truely??;( Admin: this situation is more intelligent than me so Id rather not try to give any suggestion which may mislead, though I want you too be happy. take care :) (Y)
Posted on: Sun, 12 Oct 2014 14:17:23 +0000
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