3 days before the birthdate of your wife of 35 years, oh how I can never forget, today is the day God chose to pluck a rose bud from our families bush. I fell asleep last night thinking I would awake in sorrow as Ive done on this day for the past 11yrs but this morning was different and Im assuming its because of the dream I had, so instead of crying out, IM THANKFUL! Thankful for the many years you were loaned to me, thankful that when God took u it left mommy shattered by not broken in spirit, thankful that u were a teaching vessel, thankful that u were father and grandfather to many people who had no blood connection, and most importantly Im thankful for the letter u wrote to me in My dream last night, I will store that memory in a place only to be accessed when Im at my lowest point because only then is it most valuable! God knows I miss my daddy tremendously but I will not wallow in self pity today cause I spoke for a different day! RIP Milton papa Jones..I was ur flawless creation (yall stop hating) lol! **Winkin atcha Shawan Brown and praying that sharing my story is enough to help others learn how to cope...love is real and so is death and we have to learn how to live with both! SO BLESSED!!!
Posted on: Fri, 28 Mar 2014 13:57:36 +0000