32 #NellY Here I am crying in the arms of a stranger. At that moment, i didnt care, i just cried becoz of the tearing and excrutiating pain in my heart. Pain of love and war. Its true what they say: Its never fair in love and war. I cried and cried, trying so hard to deminish the pain but it was impossible. I finally sobbed quiet, my head still on his chest, His chest? Who the hell is he in the first place.. Iingqondo zabuya i quickly removed my head away from him, pushed him and then got up. He chuckled as he got up and wiped his trouser clean. Him: Im sorry, oh dear goddess Me: ungubani, ufuna nton Him: Im sorry if ndikothusile, bendidlula and then i saw you running after that police van Me: its none of your business Him: yes i know, but it would be so ungently of me to let you cry all alone kanjalo Me: its fine I walked away. Him: Wait [He ran after me and put his hand on my shoulder, that sent thrills down my spince, a soft and sensual touch. His cologne lingered around us, i paused and turned around, ndamjonga..he flickered his white teeth as he smiled at me] Him: igama lam ndinguThobile sisi Me: Neliswa.. We shook hands as i was walking towards the cars. Utata wyethetha nelinye ipolisa. Caba uzixelela ukuba ndizozibuyela akuzuleqeka emva kwam. Thobile: Uhm.. Me: Listen, Thobile thanx for your warm chest to cry on and dont worry, im fine Him: its a pleasure maam..listen im on my way to see a patient so would you mind if i contacted you somehow okay he was starting to anoy me. I gave him my email adress and walked away. Ndafika emotweni and just sat there, drained. I realised that im wearing a wedding gown. OH MY GOD.. This was so embarassing. I got out of the car ndaykhulula ndayijula phaphantsi and got in the car. Brian was in the drivers seat. Me: Cela undiboleke iFound yakho He handed it to me. I dialled Akhonas number from his phonebook. All the guys who worked pha ekhaya had all of our phone numbers. Her: Hello [in a tired husky and hoarse voice] Me: hey, i need your help Her: depends Me: Akhona uryt, uyalila Her: {she sniffed} Im fine..what can i do for you Me: please send Ayandas number to this pone quickly Her: okay She hung up before i could continue. Heee i wonder utheni, maybe she had a fight with Ayanda. Ayanda?? OMG LUTHANDo ;( ;( My face became and instant river, the Nile river to be exact. My voice literally ceased to exists. I looked out the window and saw dad. He looked right at me and then looked away. I wondered what he was thinking, how can my own father be this heartless towards me, how can he choose what or how i should live.. I thought he loved me, i thought all he wanted to do was protect me.. ;( Life is so unfair at times, no My dad is so unfair at times. Rhaaaaaa at times like this i miss uMama, atleast she knews about thelife of boys and love. Mxm i hate him yazi.. I hate my father.. The phone beeped as i was lost in my own world of hurtful thoughts. Akhona had sent the numbers but not the numbers alone. *Thaks for being my younger sister, but i lied to you and now im leaving town* Okay what does that mean? A knock on the window interrupted my thoughts. It was the policeman. I opened. Him: Maam, you will follow us to the policestation with your father I nodded wabe utata engena. The police walked away. And Brian started the car. All the way to the police station i had my eyes closed. Reliving my moments with Luthando. Oh bawo that heavenly scent of his cologne, the first time we kissed, how i used to drive him nuts and just him loving me unconditionaly. Voice: Nelly..nelly, hay vuka I got out of the car and i followed dad in the police station. We waited and waited but the service was just so blown out and slow. Tata: listen to me, you will tell them awumazi umntu okuKidnappileyo Me: But... Tata: ta..ta..ta..ta..tat Listen to me and listen very carefuly, you will say what i want you to say, or else... Oh baby girl you dont want to know He got up and walked away. I tear raced down my left cheeck. I looked up and saw the police who took away Luthando I got up and ran to him .. Me: Sir, sir..please i need to see him, ndiyakucela torho Him: sisi, you i cant do that before we get your statement Me: please torho ndiyakcela.. Please im begging you I knelt down, with my hands together, rubbing them begging for mercy. He helped me get up and then looked around, checking to see if it was safe. Him: Okay yiza ngapha.. We went through the longest corridor aisle ever. Then sangena kuleRoom. It was Dark, pitch black dark. The lights turned on. :o :o Luthando?? He was sitting on a chair, with a table infront of him, handcuffed to a bar on the table. Me: Luthando?.. I ran to him and hugged him from behind becoz its was the only way. Me: baby, im so sorry.. Him: Ssssshhh its okay my love.. I need you to call Ayanda and tell him. I nodded repeatedly. Him: and i need you to get your father to get me out of here ... He Banged the tabled in frustration... . . . .
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 19:11:14 +0000