A very hard day: Good evening this post is not my up beat type of post. Today was a very very rough day emotionally. Aby had a generalized seizure today followed by hours of spasms. My heart its just broken having to watch my innocent daughters body jerk and I cant do anything to stop her. I try to calm her down and let her know that mommy is here for her. Shes finally sleeping these nasty spasms havent let her sleep which breaks my heart to. My poor baby. I sure missed Lisa today it would have been alot easier having someone by my side while she had these nasty spasms today. Lisa had school on Tuesday and Thursday which I love that shes advancing her career. Shes the greatest. . Kailey didnt go to school today because my poor girl has croup so she cant be around Aby because Aby cant risk getting croup. So since kailey doesnt have school tomorrow ellah and kailey went to Grandmas for the night to give me a breather and re group my emotions. I also am apart of a bible study which is amazing for me and the women that are in the group with me are amazing. We are studying the book restless. Its already as wonderful study and it just began. I wept today while I was there and was very transparent with how I feel about Aby and our journey. It was the first time I let my emotions be shown to / anyone beside Tim. It felt good to weep about Aby and to show all these ladies you fight and be patient and wait on God. His timing is always right. Im going to enjoy my night with Tim and Aby. I love all of you and I thank all of you for being apart of our wonderful journey of ups and downs. Have a wonderful night Bedtka Family
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 23:28:34 +0000
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