Admin Im 27 my mom is 45, ndikhuliswe ngumakhulu, her mom when - TopicsExpress



          

Admin Im 27 my mom is 45, ndikhuliswe ngumakhulu, her mom when granny passed on ndahlala naye, I felt like akakhange andithande kuba wayefikela kwamakhulu ngeloxesha as a result I grew up with anger ndihlala ndizama a way to hurt her coz I felt like she did not even notice intlungu yam, I ended up sleeping with her husband utata wabaza emva kwam that was 2006, I did it on purpose I wanted to hurt her feelings, I slept with him day and night kuba bendinuya early esikolweni I was writing exams then, I ended up falling inlove with him, I couldnt hide it naye besendimbona uyandithanda I thought they had a perfect married, until the day he told me lets leave her and start our own lives ndaqala ndacela uyozihlalela ndathi I hot a job, wavuma besihleli kune tension kakade nomama. He rented a flat for me a month after walandela ndava ngomama endithumela sms that he is divorcing her, akazi makathini andaphendula ke because zange sayiqala eyoncokolelana so I was surprised. ndiyabona weva ngabantu kuba sabona ngaye engena kulapho saye salwa khona, wandibetha but wandinqandela utatomntwana. my mom had a stroke after ndava uhlala kwamakazi but wangcono. izinto ke site zatshintsha 2011 wajola umntu but ndanyamezela ndamitha ke akaphila kwi 7months saphuma sazama again waphumelela January 2013. I have discovered ngoku ndiyobeleka that Im HIV positive umntu uyayiphika uthi ayizanga naye, ngeloxesha ndilala naye ndisitsho I had to relocate to the skwata camps ndibhatala nge grant yomntwana, wayeka nalo rent nam ke ndapakisha ndakhutshwa akubhatalwa silala ngamabona ndenzile he is working at government department ndicinga noyombamba andinamandla my cd 4cnt iphantsi kakhulu treatment ndiyitya ndilsmbile at times andiyityi coz iyandiqoba ndingsbinamandla xa isusu so empty. All I have beenthinking of is to get in touch with my mom, ndiyazibuza ingaba angandamkela na ndicels ubuza ingaba ndenza rightif I could go to her and apologize ndizawufa umntwanam athini. Please ningandithuki ndabanentliziyo embi ndiyayazi. Ndiye na?
Posted on: Sun, 25 Jan 2015 12:13:58 +0000

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