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After all these years I still can never find the right words to say. I feel like Ive said a series of words each year & yet none ever seem pin point exactly how it feels. Todays your 27th Birthday and this year this day hits me a lot different then the past 5 that have come around since youve been gone. Im a mom now (yeah who would of thought lol) its changed my whole life for the better. I use to only be able to look at you being gone from a close friend perspective... this year its ALOT different. This year I see a whole different side of you being gone. Being a mom now myself i see exactly how it felt for you mom & dad to go threw this. I see how much I love & adore my son & I immediately know how much your mom & dad loved & adored you. I stop and immediately think to myself what I would ever do if I was faced with losing my son & well i couldnt find the answer. Losing a child in my opinion has gotta be the hardest thing to go threw. But above all that to try & see them get back to their every day life with something missing that makes them some of the strongest people to ever walk this planet. Happy Birthday Brad Alan Fowler. Theres not a day than goes by that I dont think about you. Today I wish i could reach out & hug Booty & Brenda Fowler and let them know what great parents they were for bringing such a genuine person who know matter who you were he touched your heart & made you smile. Thinking of you all today ♥️
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 15:07:36 +0000

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