As much as I am going to miss seeing all of yalls exciting news, pictures, posts, funny videos, etc., it has come time to remove myself from the exciting world of Facebook for a little while. I think I am at a point of grieving that this is whats best for me. Things that used to bring me such joy when I saw them, now seem to bring me heartbreak. My Facebook family is really special to me. Most of yall are all childhood friends, college classmates, co-workers, and some I have never even met, but are mothers who have shared the same loss as I have and are a major support for me. And so many of you have supported my family through the good and bad and shared in our joys and our sorrows. When Morgan passed away and Kevin and I sat in the flower shop picking out her funeral arrangement, I broke down. I told him how when I had a little girl, how I had dreamed of the things that came with that and one of those things was planning a wedding. But, yet, here we were picking out flowers for her funeral. It was supposed to be for her wedding with her there. I cant properly put into words the exact feelings I have right now, but seeing things that mommys do with their daughters and all the things these little kids are doing that I dreamed of doing for so long just make me long for her even more and makes the days a little harder. So, for now, I need to focus on me and my healing. And work even harder on being the best wife to Kevin and the best mother to the most amazing little boy I could have ever imagined. I have lots of things to keep me busy and focus on like work travel, an exciting kitchen remodel, lots of grief books to read, the upcoming dedication of the Morgan Lastowski Childrens Library, and lots of playtime with Cason!
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 20:45:05 +0000
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