As my world is spiraling and flashing by, I see many things that I have missed. Many things that I also havent experienced, due to depression and the fluctuation of my weight loss journey. I feel like I always get the chance to take a giant leap forward, but always two steps back. This year for me has been all about health, advocare. Fitness, Zumba. I keep telling myself and also trying to impress others that I am in it to win it. I say it over and over, but it always seem to backfire on me. Because I let it. I always say Im going back to the old me. But why? I definitely dont want to go back down that road again. Theres no point in regretting anymore. Theres no point in being sad. Theres no point missing opportunities. Its STUPID. Life is flashing before me. And I have been letting it. Well, I am trying everything I can now, today, to change that attitude. Theres something I want to share with you. Its something that helps wake me up everyday. Its something that completely changed my mood into a 180 on the bad days. Its something that I kept telling myself over and over again that I will find in 2014, and I have it grasped by the hand. Its something that has introduced me to so many new people, new friends. And lots of them. Its also something that I am willing to learn even more of, expand my horizons, and KICK BUTT! I want to share with others finally, because I think about it everyday, I have even stayed up til 3, 4am sometimes searching it and finding out more and more. For no reason at all, just because it makes me happy. In January 2015 I will be getting my Zumba (R) Fitness instructor training and becoming ZIN. I. Cant. Wait. Its gonna be a huge year. I know it!
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 20:51:25 +0000
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