At first I thought I wanted answers. That I needed them to move forward. Then I realized, I already knew them. I just did not know how to cope with them on my own. I NEEDED THE SPACE TOO.When did I get so weak and broken? I guess I now know that focusing on what is broken, leads to misery and ruin. Well I woke up today with the profound notion, I live to serve others. To make them happy and to see them thrive has always fullfilled me. Yet, I have yet to take time to see myself grow and thrive. If you are not prepared to support me on my own journey, well thats too bad. I am ready to do what I thought I couldnt do...or shouldnt. I deserve happiness and this week has been the roughest life lesson I have ever had. Tim decided he wants a divorce this week. He has not given me answers or closure, but I needed to learn that I will not always have answers and that is okay... That I am not super human...and Some people just need to be set free because they dont yearn for the same things you do anymore. I told him he needed space and time to focus, in reality I have learned I needed it too. Thank-you to all of you who have been consistant in your support and patience. Heres to a new chapter and learning to life again.
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 15:01:27 +0000
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