At this point i really hate my life! I try so hard to be successful and please everyone but no matter what my whole life ive been told im not good enough to do stuff. Im a failure and i always will be. Ty dad for always maken that clear and preparing me for that for when i got older. No matter what ive done in life ive nvr gotten a chance to prove it to n e one bc right at my peak i get shot down. I falied being a mother, i failed in school, i have failed at every job ive ever had, and now im failing at ever having a life. I pray so much for strength to get thru every day. And pray that God will bless everyone around me and every one i know. Im in no way selfish towards n e one. I have always gave n gave to make everyone happy. Im not a bad person, i have a huge heart that luvs to see others smile! I dont understand y i have to be beatin down my whole life when i try so hard to be the best person i can, so i can make people proud of me and me proud of my self. Why is that so hard??? Y cant i catch a break for one time?????? Just once.....idk how much more hurt i can handle b4 i fall off and go back to my dark hole where there are no feeling, no hurt, just complete numbness to the world. I pray God will pull me out of this and help me find some kind of faith bc right now im hanging by thred. Im tired of no being good enough at n e thing! :-(
Posted on: Wed, 31 Jul 2013 16:48:33 +0000
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