Broken hearted this morning. I feel like a failure in the most important job I ever had. Wish mom was here for advice. She always knew what to do or say to make everything better. 4.5 years and I still miss her and need her. Things are a little easier without. Made it through my first thanksgiving that she has been gone without tears. Of course I couldnt have without my brother mark. He cooked with me like me, mom and grandma use to. Still miss grandma and its been so many years now. She knew I got into the nursing program but she didnt see me graduate. Mom saw me graduate with my associates but was gone before I graduated with my bachelors. I thought when I became a nurse that was something we could share together. I thought we had plenty of time and I put it off too long. You just never know how much time you have with someone and you just dont realize how precious that time was until its gone for good. It like trying to reach the stars an impossible need for a return of love you once loss. My heart aches this morning.
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 11:28:16 +0000
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