Call me if you ever need anything. Youre my best friend. I love you. Blah. blah. blah. Everyone wants to look good while everyone is watching. So they will do the right thing. A selfless song and dance until there is no audience.. Life weighs heavy on the heart. Everyone pretends. They prefer the weightlessness of the superficial. The glory of indecency. With no oath or virtue. No commitment to consideration. You dont need to sooth anyone or anything. I denounce all. The bonds I develop arent just some honor system. I called out and I couldnt hear a thing. Im having a hard time believing that Ive ever known anything. I feel too much. I try too hard.. and I am still so very naive. I hope you cannot identify with me here. Pain reveals the most truth. I hurt because I know the truth. I know the world I speak of is real. I know Ill never find it. Im exhausted. I dont think Im deserving of all this. I expected more and gave myself to all. I need to find a way out of this nightmare. Its pathetic to say but the truth is I sought out a hero in the people I love. I was put in my place. I mean I guess.. I dont expect to get back what I put in. I just hoped you wouldnt want this for me. I thought I had people who simple wouldnt allow it. Im a fool. I want to get off this ride.
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 22:31:19 +0000
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