Cancer None of my friends will ever understand, I dont even understand. I have a port that sits under my skin, it has a long wire that travels down and sits right above my heart. I have to gets half inch needle in my chest that goes in to my port every time to access it. I am in the hospital most of the time getting blood drawn or receiving blood & platelets when my counts go completely low. Its very dangerous for me when I have no ANC I cant fight any infection which means I have to stay away from crowded places. Having cancer meaning loosing weight to the point when you have to get a feeding tube, maintaining my weigh is a challenge. Its hard to eat, I throw up everyday during and after chemo. The worst part is knowing people have to worry about me in every situation, they have to take their time to help me survive. On top of all that their are serious side effects that will affect the rest of my life. I have to get surgeries and transplants. After chemo theres is radiation. But you know what I have no time to sit here and complain about my life, I have every single minute to be grateful of what I have! I have every right to be strong and to believe in my self. Anyone whos going through a hard time remember theres always someone else whos life is shittier then yours, wake up and be happy that your breathing knowing anyone else would be glad to have that extra breath so survive. Cancer doesnt change the person I am, I have cancer, cancer doesnt have me. Life will never be fair, everything will be downhill before you overcome the hardest battles in life. Shout out to every little angle battling for their life and every taken one❤️ #kidsgetcancer2 Thankyou so much to everyone who has been by my side sense day one, I wouldnt be this strong without you guys!!
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 06:40:02 +0000
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