Change is something that is so hard for people to grasp. Whether it be change for them, change in season or change in your life people always have an opinion. For being a direct OCD Virgo this change for me is starting to hit hard and yes, Im terrified of a new beginning. Im scared to fail, Im nervous to succeed. There are so many emotions taking over my body that I cant eat sleep or even function properly and all I really have is the support of the ones I hold closest to allow me to know things will be ok. Its strange though, as I have been so happy and excited for this change, many people are happy but have snarky comments on the move and situation. I know that I will miss people terribly, I know that Aaron and myself will also be missed, but please support the decision as its hard enough to leave everyone as it is, but with the negativity surrounding it, well Im ready to start de-friending people now, and not just on the book of face. This truly is a lifetime experience and I would be stupid not to take us out there to experience something new and exciting. Remember that the only way you can accomplish greatness is to move apart from those things that make you most comfortable and take a different path to which you an achieve greatness. Im not saying it wont be hard, Im not expecting life to be easy, as it never has been. However I look forward for new challenges, new experiences and new beginnings with new people and a new city to call home. Yes I am terribly sad to leave all of those whom I have met, befriended, became family to, and fell in love with. But for the first time in my life I am doing something that feels so right. Im not asking you to be on board 100%, but at least pretend like you are as its hard enough to say goodbye as it is. Life is an ever changing heartbeat that you only get to do one time. I am trying to make the most of mine, and want to include all of you in it, even if it is just from FB posts or snapchat or insta or whatever. I do love home which is here in Denver, but its time to let my wings fly and see where the wind will take me and Aaron on this journey we call life. I guess what I am trying to say is if you see us before we leave please dont make it awkward by telling me why I shouldnt go when there are so many reason TO go. Just be supportive and lets make the last two weeks that of love and friendship that we all share. Hugs and positive thoughts are a huge plus! Thats all... ~G
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 20:27:46 +0000
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