Confession #3022 M 19 brought up in a middle class family .....Im completely diff 4rm wt I am wen m at home n wen m out ....d problem wt ma life is dat i dnt talk much or share much to ma family coz of lack of understandin . Year aftr year ma age goes...problems grows ! I neva imagine I would b leading this miserable life ...evrything was fine wen i was young I hd a good relationshp wt ma dad more dn Mom bt den one day iv neva seen his anger to the extend of evn killing me just because I went to visit ma Auntys since he hated them like hell ( still dnt knw whats the reason behind his hatred for them) for the first time i got beaten up like a helpless dog....dad slapd me thrice hard on ma face punch me in ma head then i fell down on his knees but he continued kicking me ;-( ;-( mum and bro kam to ma rescue but he pushed them back and even threaten them that if they come hell kill me rite infront of their eyes....somehow i got escape and ran away from home for two months and stayed at ma cousins place not letting ma dad know it. It was time for me to return home and continue my studies but then I neva talked with my dad since the day he raised his hands on me for no reason . Mom was housewife and so it was difficult for both of us to meet my needs cause I never ever feel like asking or taking money from dad ever and on the other hand he even stop giving money to mom . I got sick and had my operations done due to stone kidney . I was so stressed and got disturbed with what i had to face in my evryday life I couldnt even concentrate in my studies my breathing probs usually starts when i start thinking this and that . I was so much living in fear I cried everyday in my room hiddingly , i cnt evn meet ma frens to chill myself since they all stop hanging out with me coz of ma dad ...in the end I gave up my studies and now just staying at home helplessly. Evryday i would look for a part time job just to earn my own pocketmoney since i dnt gt evn 10rs now....its not like were poor but I just dont want to ask anymore! But then when I consult mom for job she wont again allow me to go and now Im like ....i dont know what to do..sometimes i even feel like killing myself or just run away but I dont get the guts too..., these confession is not an abuse to my dad ...... Im living like an orphan in ma own home now Am all without hope ...without future....i just dnt know wt to do......if only ma dad knew that M living in hell ....but youll never understand it! M really in need for some advice im going mad staying like this things are getting more complecated....tell me what shall i do??
Posted on: Sat, 30 Nov 2013 04:35:00 +0000
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