Confession By a Teenage guy...... #2 Observing Myself I have recently found something out about myself. I am very very vengeful. angry inside. when someone does me wrong I am quick to wish bad on them, quick to want to get even with them. the bad thing about this is that it leaves me unhappy. how can I stop being so vengeful? I find myself over thinking what someone did to me. if they give me a really dirty look, I keep on thinking about it until I find myself wanting to fight that person even if I will most likely lose. when I confront people like this, I end up crying, being nervous, because I am scared but for some reason cant let it go. I have to stand up for myself! but I wonder if maybe I am being too dramatic? although it is important to me not to allow no one to walk all over me (especially big bullies) am I better of ignoring bitter people that go out of their way to intimidate me. after all they attack me because of how I look. compared to these two fat girls I would never win. they will finish me off in a few seconds. I just cant let it go. but I should. or maybe I should work out and learn to defend myself. these two old women are a lot older than me but hood rats never grow up and I guess they are jealous. fat people tend to be bitter and mad at the world. I wish I could stop over thinking things. I wish I could be happy. I wish I could stop fantasizing about ways to get even with those whom have hurt me. Admin ( DKiller ) The only way past this is to practice forgiveness on a regular basis. Message me if you want to discuss it more.
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 15:47:10 +0000
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