Confession time. Im in my feelings today. I cried off and on today thinking about the girls that lost their lives to domestic violence. I m a survivor. I was in an abusive relationship for years. I lost myself esteem, didnt think noone loved me but him. I was manipulated. My faimly did what they could, but I would always stop them. Yes I was a fool. But it took me seven years and a threat on kids and my life for me to wake up and leave. Once I left, I realized that I could take care of myself and my kids. I struggled. I cried, I thought about going back. No one knew what I was going through. They didnt want to hear me complain anymore about being lonley. Finally one day. I was healed. I didnt think about him. I finally realized that after seeing him with another woman. She was laughing at me saying I had a good thing and so on. Then a week later she was wearing shades holding her head down. I just looked and smile. I knew I shouldnt have but she got hers. I prayed for her and asked God to forgive me. Even if I had told her about hom she wouldnt beleive. She soon left him. After a fews years. He came to me and asked me to forgive him and he asked the children to forgive him. We accepted his forgiveness. He told them men shouldnt hit girls or women and what he did to their Mom wasnt warranted. He made them promise never to hit a woman. He said hes a work in progress and that God is helping him daily. I pray daily and tell my children love doesnt hurt. I pray that they dont hit another woman out of anger. Or be the victim of domestic violence. Ladies its never to late. You will struggle, you will feel lonely, but know a better day is ahead. Its not easy but once you lose your life theres no coming back. I pray this confession blesses someone. And enpower women to get out. Help is out there you have to make up your mind to want to leave.
Posted on: Wed, 16 Jul 2014 01:52:25 +0000
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