Damnnnn Facebook says it alllll! Even when your locked up! I know I shouldnt turn and put it out on here but oh well. Goodness Im tired of being made out to be the bad guy and feeling guilty cause of the actions I made that led to me having my daughter. Cause from what Im just finding out you obviously werent so innocent yourself. Even before I chose to do what I did. But at least I take full responsibility for my actions and honestly dont regret my daughter not one bit. Its not her fault for my actions. But dont sit here giving me the guilt trip that lead to my depression and anxiety to where I cant go in public without feeling guilty and having panic attacks cause I have it in my head that Im doing wrong when in actuality Im not. And then to lose everything all for someone cause I chose to be the dumb ass and put him on a pedestal. Family, my friends, my apartment, my car, my sanity, and most importantly my kids time that cant be given back from being scared to leave the house not being able to do anything with them but be stuck at home. And all for what NOTHING. So remember honey theres more sides to the story not just one. Say them both not just yours. Cause we both did things. Except I owned up to mine while your there acting like an angel when you sure ass hell werent. So to all the females that he talks to and plans to see when he gets out. Good luck. He gets out in February. And yall can do everything that I was doing. Bending backwards doing what I could with the little I have. Hey thats one less headache. Maybe now I can focus on getting my mind straight and stop acting out on everyone and making up excuses for him and the way he treated me. I need to start getting back on my feet for my girls sake and my own. And to remember I dont regret the time I had with you and the time I spent waiting for you. Its just a lessoned learned in life and taught me a lot just in case I meet someone in the future. I learned from my mistakes and from yours. So see you around Buddy hope all goes well with you and yours. And you get on your feet the right way. Now I can actually say I may be married but Im single until the divorce takes place. And gonna keep it like that for awhile. Its just my girls and I against the world. ;) #single
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 16:18:05 +0000
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