Day 19: I am thankful for the 20+ years of friendship I had with Jenn. I think of her almost every minute of every hour of every day. I miss her and her magnetic laugh. I still have not found the strength to delete her off of my phone, I dont want to lose the texts we shared. I find solace in her daughter but that can be really hard being 2 states and 6 hours away from her. I am so thankful she was beside me in every life altering event I have had up until last year. She was at high school graduation (although not for me but for Ryan, Ha), first apartment, second apartment, engagement, wedding, in the delivery room with Jaynee and Zayne, videoed Jason coming out of the OR with Maggie, my college graduation (well, she was in Cville..long story). She was there when we bought our first house....and second house. She taught me so much in this life and how to deal when life was hard for me. I often wonder if I was as good of a friend as she was to me. I have my moments I feel like I failed. I only hope she knew how much I loved her. That was Jenn, she could give all of her love out, but had a very hard time receiving all the love everyone had to give her. So on my second Thanksgiving without her, I love you, Jenn and I miss you so, so much.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 23:38:40 +0000