Depression is the biggest challenge I have ever/ probably will ever face. I used to be so happy and I always wanted to go and do things with my friends and even just go places on my own. But then One day I woke up and I just didnt want to get out of bed. I lost interest in everything. I lost all of my friends because I didnt want to do anything anymore. But at the same time, I felt alone. I gained weight which led to being even more depressed. I still feel it every day. But I found two things that finally gave me something to believe in and actually care about again. My dog Bella. If nothing else, I get through the day to give her all the things she deserves. She needs me. And that makes me happy. And makeup. Ive never been so interested in something. I want to learn about it and I want to see all of it and try it all. I dont want it to change the way I look but I want it because it gives me something to be proud of. I feel so proud when I come up with a cool new look or when Ive worked enough to afford the new lipstick I want to try. Thats what I need in life. To feel proud of myself and to live to make a good life for someone else or in my case, my dog. It may seem silly to some but its what makes my days a little brighter. If you suffer from this like I do, the best advice I can give you is to not care what other people say. Just find what you need to make your days worth it to you. People think Im wasting money on my makeup but thats not what it is at all. When I get that package in the mail I look forward to getting through another day to try it out.
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 20:51:20 +0000
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