Does anyone know how it feels to be in pain EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF EVERY SINGLE DAY OVER EVERY INCH OF YOUR BODY? Most days on a scale of 1-10, i feel a 4-6 level of pain. But on my bad days, I can peek at an 8-9. However, I can deal with the pain alone, but when you have to deal with your muscles becoming so spastic, it hurts to move, and then the all over pain, i can hardly deal. Do you know what it does to your mind? Thats what living with MS is like. Do you understand what MS does to a persons body? You work so hard at being normal because you cannot remember feeling normal. You cant walk straight, If i close my eyes within seconds I will fall, my balance is off, im so stiff most of the time, it hurts to move. Some days I have the think to walk............. Think to walk? That doesnt even make sense to the average person. Yes, I have to actually think to put one foot in front of the other. Imagine doing this all day. It will drain you. I havent ran in 5 years. For me, its my right side that wont keep up with my left. I have developed dyslexia, dyscalcula (seeing your numbers backwards.) Lately I have been in a fog most of the day. I am confused if ppl talk to fast, I can NO LONGER multitask. I have developed rituals, I am loosing control of my bladder and my bowels and well as a multitude of other symptoms, too many to mention. So there it is. I hate it when ppl make ignorant comments like, its mind over mater, or stop making excuses, or aint nothing wrong with you, get a second opinion. I just want to punch them in the face. I actually had a guy on my job ask me, So what, you only have MS for a week? I had to walk a way without a response. Yes people are that STUPID. The way MS was explained to me when I was first diagnosed10 years ago, was its like a speaker wire that shorts out. It works fine for a while, then it always shorts back out. But that wire will never work the same. When Quentin came across this video, I got so excited. We immediately researched and immediately brought 100 shares of stock. I feel that hopeful and confident to get my life back. I contacted the company and left a message. Within hours the CEO of the company called me back. I havent been excepted yet into the clinical trials, but I am positive. Im waiting to hear back from the recruiter. Ill have to go to Montereo Canada for two weeks if excepted into the trial. I am so gone, so gone. Its not just for MS. If anyone knows anyone with tramatic brain injuries, (a lot of ppl in the Military), Parkinsons disease, ect. forward this information on. AND FYI, THE ARMY IS FUNDING THE CLINICAL TRIALS TO HELP SOLDIERS. youtu.be/1QqSxFqBnMA
Posted on: Sat, 06 Dec 2014 00:55:10 +0000
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