Ever feel so weak and low, but barely a reason? Searching YouTube for that one song that just might make you more depressed, or just understand your mood. Ever make yourself sick, sick of yourself and everything/everyone around you. And honestly it’s a scary feeling knowing you’re everything means absolutely nothing. When his voice was your soundtrack then it’s a blank record. You pray and hope that one day he realizes that he misses you, and you act like you don’t want to talk to him but deep down you’re dying to just hug him and hold him as yours again. That moment when you’re fighting your mind. The feeling of knowing the truth but you feel the pain. The pain being the fact you just want to forget it all and kiss the lips of an angel. How can the one person that tells me I’m their everything, treat me like I’m their nothing? Yeah, we have amazing times I’ll never forget, but when you hurt me that is something no girl will ever forget or forgive. Will I tell you all of this? No. Because I’m scared to tell you I miss you. I’m scared you’ll hurt me again. So for now, I’ll wear a smile, but deep down I know the only smile I want is the one you give to me. What happened to what we had? Our forever and always talks, that feeling we got after we kissed and just smiled at each other. And lastly, those days where you just held me close to you, the only place I felt safe.
Posted on: Mon, 12 Aug 2013 20:22:02 +0000
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