First, thanks to the out pouring of support. I didnt know I meant that much to everyone. For those who thought it was an attention getting thing, trust me, if I need attention, I will play guitar. You dont realize how bad I wanted to, and came close to dying. It was majorly intense therapy. I realized there are a lot of folks who are good people that life can kick the crap out of. I also know I need someone bigger than me to lean on...my God and Christ Jesus. I like me again...Im not ready to take on the world...but I am ready to take on one day at a time and live life. The last 4 years were very dark...my turn to the darkside. It gradually got worse, but there are things I dont even remember writing as depression, anxiety, and panic took me down hard. I know now that God doesnt make mistakes. I also cant blame anyone but Darth Brian. Regardless of how people treated me, or I perceived how they treated me, I allowed it. I want to thank the awesome counselors, physchiatrists, nurses, social workers at the VA. They were amazing. I want to thank my mom, Peggy Lowe, and I love you very much. I gotta thank Tammi...you, my dear, are truly my guardian angel. I love you very much. Mainly, I learned to like me again...something I havent done in a long time. I missed it. Time to make some music again. Once again, thank you all....I truly appreciate and love you guys. The Jedi Guitar hero is back...
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 22:56:37 +0000