For all of those who wish to HELP ME try to learn the situation first. Stop placing your lifes lessons on me because I am more enlightened than you think. If you cant handle the things that I post or the comments that I leave then kindly unfriend me , block me and stay the hell out of my life because life is so much more then Facebook updates and statuses. I do not push people away , however if all you are going to do is be a critic in my life and think that suggestions help, then I am not going to miss them when you leave because I have honestly tried everything and continue to struggle daily without your little insite . I want to help you is something I hear daily and Im sick of it. It makes me feel worthless and like a loser , thanks for your efforts , I realize this may not be your intentions however this is my feelings on the matter and I am making them known. I am not a person that enjoys the position I am in and as far as I can see there is no way of changing it. Accept me for who I am, stop trying to Help and just be a friend or kindly block my from your little virtual world. I know myself really well , and I am very happy for who I am because if it had been any other person going through the situations that I face I would place a high bid against them. My true friends that know me have no doubts at all in the person that I am , so if you do then either take responsibility for losing touch and get to know me again outside of the facebook dramatics , or get off my wall :) simple isnt it ? Yet another reason people like facebook. no face to face confrontation or fear of what might be said. There are no emotions behind text, only the way the reader takes it . So let me put this as clear as possible. My life is not yours to judge , nor am I to be criticised for the way that I live it. You have no idea , so dont presume to understand or give false advice . If you dont like me or the posts that I leave then block. I have loved ones, friends and family that understand, I want your Help because there is nothing that you can do. deal with it, I have to every day. I breath , I live , I am here for my son , not for you . If you cant handle that then block. I am the best friend any of you will ever come to know if given the chance however my life has made me very unstable. If you cant handle that, block . I am not pushing anyone away here , I am stating facts . I am not here to be a pin cushion. Comments with HElp you hurts my feelings because 90% of you have no Idea that your help cannot help. I understand , thank you , but honestly what can you do ? At this point you cant even be someone I could talk to because you dont understand and you are to naive to listen . My comments are my venting , because no one listens . If you dont like them, Block. Over the last year I have had multiple people that befriend me and want to help me those people I defriend. Old friends that think I am the same person say they want to help that is the reason for this message and hopefully they understand that this worlds complexity in my situation far beyond the reach of anything but a miracle . I cannot accept some things I cannot change, I cannot accept a life without a job , stability , a family .. love. I cannot accept that my past prevents my future and this causes a great deal of pain that I tend to vent ..if you cannot deal with it ...Block. I dont know what else tell you. I know there will be a multitude of people feeling that they have to write some long and elaborate response to this , and that is not the case. Try understanding , and if you cant lets go grab some coffee and Ill explain it to you. Your friendship means alot to me , my life ( which is all but dead) means more. If you cannot find compatibility.. well... I cant blame you , Id block it to if it didnt mean suicide . Happy thanksgiving everyone.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Nov 2013 04:26:56 +0000
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