Freaking heated! *Just HAVE to!!* There are times (Speaking for MYSELF) that being there for someone might mean taking care of them all night bcuz they are piss drunk, cleaning up their vomit. It might mean listening to someone vent for hours, sometimes yell at me for hours, it might mean dukn & dogen in the wee hrs, it might mean babysitting someones crazy ass till they chill the hell out. It could mean washing someones STINKY ass week old socks & boxers in a sink. Could mean weve split the one slice of bread i got all week, or share & rashon our weekly commissary. It might even mean sneaking you some hygiene at yard. Or being cuffed right next to you riden or that i have been your pillow & you my blanket at some point. It could mean that i went without anything from a glass of water to a bed to sleep on for you... It could mean simply staying on the team for countless amount of time. It could mean a lot of shed tears. It could mean you stood beside me while the Lord brought me to my knees. My point In all of this is that to ME, if Im going to be there for someone Im going TO BE THERE for them! Again only speaking for myself, if I choose to be there, it wont matter whether youre a liar, a thief, a drug addict, a jerk, a homie, a snob, if you live under a bridge or in a mansion, I dont care if you look like the classiest person in the world or the scraggly dirtiest person in the world, if I choose to be there for someone theres a reason! Nowadays it usually means that your more then just someone it means your Family! A lot of people may not understand that, and a lot of my family members may not look like the best people in the world they may not be educated or they might be they might not be proper to what society says they should be they might not know how to read or spell or even talk correctly they might not have a dime to their name but if I choose to be there for you its because youve been there for me and because your family! Im not saying its always easy, because truth be told, its not. Sometimes its a pain in the ass, it can be annoying it can be time consuming it could make you want to scream or cry or yell or hit. However all in all, its what family does! Family means Well be there no matter what! It means come as you are. I love you! accept you for who YOU are & not for what I want you to be. Im here for you wrong or right! Im on your side!! It means never turning your back. A lot of people may not like that, trust me I can understand why they would feel that way, not that I agree... My family is a REAL family!! I dont care what you think! I dont care what you gotta say! I dont care what other people are going to think or what theyre going to say! Understand this... MY FAMILY is family & I will be there any way I can be! NO MATTER WHAT!! So please, do yourself a favor & keep your close minded opinions to yourself because trust me, you best believe I have my families back to the fullest! You dont have to like it & you dont have to agree with it, but as long as Im there you sure as hell gotta respect it! And know this... The members of MY family, have been there for me when even blood wasnt & isnt. They might be trash to YOU, but to me they are a true Treasure! Bcuz even if all they had was a damn cracker, trust theyd be splitn that shit with me! Ride or Die...1st & foremost, the man who showed me what true unconditional love was, he not only has always accepted me for ME, he has taught me a lot, made sure that i ALWAYS respected myself & NEVER has allowed anyone to come at me sideways while he was around. Has shielded me from the street life as much as possible & was the ONLY person who gave a damn about this misfit, when I was thrown out on the street, dying of a stupid blood infection, hospitalized. How amazing is that! There he was behind bars & still he was the ONLY person who made sure that I was ok & had clean clothes, food to eat, called to check up on me every other day....He NEVER EVER let me feel alone. He still writes me, encourages me & reminds me of who I am and who Im not. No matter what Ive done or how hard Ive fallen he has always told me what a great life I was meant to have that I would have and how I was never a person from the street. I cannot begin to explain all the ways he has helped me even being behind bars all he cared about was making sure that I was safe. Thats family!! I fUkN lOvE yOu DaD (Alfred Plaza) & the rest of the crazy ass clan.... Thank You for all the LiTtLe BiG things youve done, do & will do... No distance, time or circumstance can take the place you all carry in my heart. ReAl TaLk...& to those who still arent with the Times on FB or are just not cool enough to add me... LoL ;-) Mad LoVe for you too...José Resendez, Denisha Aguirre, Katrina Baldivia, Jamie Homie, Eldon, Jaime Gómez....
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 23:06:48 +0000
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