Gods timing brings awe to me when it is so vividly clear ...He heard my tears and understands my pain and opened up a chain of events that only could be mapped by Him....last night I had a melt down knowing that this coming Friday would seal an order of protection against my son for the next two years.....I knelt and sobbed begged for a way to talk with him so I could share why I had to take such drastic measures so that I could live in peace...I talked with Keith, and I decided that if Tylar was open to meeting with us in the presence of John, a dearly trusted man who knows our life story ...this could open a revealing of what is at hand... This morning I called and left John a message, we went to church and heard a powerful sermon about kids once being a part of church but fell and didnt return ....my kids were prevalent in my heart ! We had time to kill before attending a graduation party which brought us to walmart so we could help mom pick a new bush ....we parked in the garden area and chose the plant then walked up to the store ..... I looked to my left and there stood my son! He approached me with open arms and I could do nothing else but hug him.....mom will you drop this shit? I quickly shared about the evening before and an opportunity , if he was willing, to speak with John ....told him Mema was in the car and he went to talk with her when my phone rang, it was John! We talked briefly about my thoughts & concerns, the night before and the chance meeting at walmart .....he was open to meeting with a limited schedule, Thursday would be his only opening ..... Keith spoke with Ty to let him know we could meet Thursday but that opportunity was tainted by an accusatory text about me, that revealed why we are in the situation at hand..... Through the events of the past 24 hours it is apparent to me that God heard me cry, He knows my heart and that I love my son.....He knows that I struggle in the loss of him being a part of my life..... He opened up a chance for healing, to put the ball in Tylars court, so to let me walk along side Him in peace
Posted on: Mon, 02 Jun 2014 04:12:35 +0000
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