" Good-morning Jane, My Wife of many, many years, I sure hope you are looking down upon me. I need you more now then ever. I always loved it when important decisions had to be made together and not left up to me alone." I woke up at 2;30 am. I forgot to take my night meds. did you awake me to let me know this ?? if so give me a sign. I feel that You are having a Good=Sleep as I don`t hear your Foot-Steps in the Hall, I miss that already. We had a thunder storm last night and as I was sitting at the Dinning Room table going over a few things the lightning followed by a loud thunder roar came through the large door that leads to the deck and the lights went out for a moment or so and scared the crap out of me, but I guess you already know that, now that you hold all the cards, at least all the Aces and Dusers are wild, but that is fine with me, your job isn`t quite over yet, Your job is to keep me in line so I don`t stumble and fall. I really miss your cooking and the list goes on and on. I learned how to cook somewhat in the last 6 months or so and you always said that your meals were fine that I put before you and I felt so good about that. I wish I did more for you before this Cancer Thing came along, like cooking, washing the dishes and running the vacuum and the list goes on and on. You did more then your part before I took over all the duties of running this household, but I had the time to do it now and Loved every moment doing it, kinda liking paying you back for all You did for me for all those Years. Twice we came close to renewing our Marriage Vows, once at Metulitus and again at D.K.H. but I guess it wasn`t meant to be. I am so lost without You and Coco is taking it real bad now that You have left us, for 2 days Coco slept in the living room but tonight I got him to sleep with me by giving him some treats, it is really sad to watch him but Coca will be getting a Grooming today because Coco will be at Barlow Cemetery to pay his last respects to the one ( You Jane ) he Loved the most from the bottom of his little Heart. Please show me the way everyday from up above, until we meet again. Love You Dear One, Love Always !! I will be back here on facebook and You are in my Prayers, Always. P.S. There are so many things that were not said on a Daily Bases over the years for one reason or anothet but we shell meet again, just when, I don`t know at the Moment. God Be With You And Take Care Of You !!
Posted on: Tue, 25 Jun 2013 08:16:33 +0000