Hard the longest talk with my nurse. She is such a great gal. Tomorrow will mark 4 years since my accident. I still suffer issues. I still question why a god let me live when I shouldnt be here. I wish I knew that reason. One thing I always do is try to help people through problems and take care of oeople so maybe that is it. Im not perfect, Ive been mean. But LIVE your life to the fullest. I simply went to town to grab cigs this day and happened 1/4 a mile from my home. I remember my grandma who only lives down the road a hug and kiss. I remember my brother Dustin talking to the flight nurse because they went to school together. My whole family never left my side: ever. I broke my c-1, severed spleen and liver. Hold in my throat. Glass everywhere in me. Severe head trama ( why I struggle and seem to ask the same questions a lot) this day changed my life for ever. I thank everyone of you that helped me through this. Im still recovering. My mom, step dad, dad and step mom were #1. They never gave up. Listened to my cry. And all my friends that still help. One of the reasons Im in the hsipital tonight. There is a reason Im here and Im working in these emotions. Being medicated for 4 years I felt nothing. This year I do. Its iver welming. Please say a prayer for me tonight. Cherish every moment and love yourself ! Sorry if I didnt tag you. It wouldnt be a a massive list. June 7, 2010! I love you all!
Posted on: Sat, 07 Jun 2014 03:38:53 +0000