Hello I am your disease.... I hate meetings...I hate higher powers....I hate anyone who has a program. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and suffering. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of addiction. I am cunning, baffling, and powerful. Thats me I have killed millions and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am your friend and lover. I have given you comfort, havent I ? Wasnt I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didnt you call on me? I was there, I love to make you hurt. I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love to make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. When you cant feel anything at all, this is a true gratification. And all that I ask from you is long term suffering. Ive been there for you always. When things were going right in your life, you invited me in. You said you didnt deserve these good things and I was the only one who would agree with you. Together we were able to destroy all the good things in you life. People dont take me seriously. They take strokes seriously, heart attacks, even diabetes, they take seriously. Fools! Without my help these things would not be possible. I am such a hated disease and yet I do not come uninvited. You choose to have me. So many have chosen me over reality and peace. More than you hate me, I hate all of you who have a 12 step program. Your program, your meeting, your higher power. All of these things weaken me and I cant function in the manner I am accustomed to. Now I must lie here quietly. You dont see me but I am growing bigger than ever. When you only exist. I may live. when you live, I may only exist. But I am here.... And until we meet again, if we meet again, I wish you death and suffering! Sincerely Yours THE DISEASE OF ADDICTION
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 10:48:45 +0000
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