"Hello TII Readers! Kuan share lng nako akong story ha? Hehe. Wa man gyud koy masultian lain gud. Warning lang daan taas2x gyud ni hehe. Nakadungog namo for sure anang na Janine Tugonon no? Haha well, maingon nako nga na gi Janine Tugonon nako akong first boyfriend. I’m not proud of this, pero just read my story and I hope all of you will understand nganong nabuhat to nako. I was in a relationship for almost 3 years. By the way, Maranao girl diay ko. My first boyfriend was Catholic. We all know na mao nay gnatawag na “Forbidden Love” Hehe pero tungod kay batan-on pa lage hala sugod mga kapatid! Haha wala gyud koy paki ato kay highschool pa man and my faith wasn’t that strong to be honest. He was my first love. Dghan gaingon dili sya gwapo, dili taas, pero di gyud ko tig tan-aw sa physical aspect. At least bright sya kay gkan ming duha science high school hahaha. All those years na gauban mi wa gyud ko gamahay na nauyab nako siya. He was sweet, malambing, thoughtful, kind and very honest with me. And dli pd sila dato, and not brag or anything mas nay kaya among pamilya kaysa sa iyaha, so ma appreciate gyud nako ng mag ipon gyud sya sa iyang allowance para matagaan kog gift nga mahalon pd tawon. Usahay ma konsesnya ko muingon nalang kog half mig bayad kada mangaon mi hehe and okay ra gyud kaayo sa akoa kay estudyante pa mn sd mi. Prehas rmi ga depend sa amo parents. Ma effort kaayo to super, always ko ginahatod sa klase, hulaton ko bsta ting uli. Dili gyud sya anang mga chickboy type na pacute2x ug lain babae kay ginapafeel jud niya nga ako ra gyud ang iya love. Everyday gyud mi gakuyog kay IIT pd sya nag college kay tungod lage aning love. But then katong last months na namo sge namig away. During this time, naa koy relative na nakig ila2x nako. Of course, forbidden love gud wa nako giingon sa iya na naa koy uyab, pero ni backfire man hnuon kay nanguyab nuon sya nako (P.S. Sa maranao culture pwede ra magka relasyon ang relatives hehe) Kana pd na time kay I thought nagaka fall out of love napd kos akng bf kay nagkadugay among relasyon nagka possessive pd sya, to the point na di sya musugot mulaag ko or mulakaw without him bsag mga kaila ra namo ang kauban. By this time wa nagyud tarong among relationship. Di na magkita, mag communicate, for short mura nag gabulag. Pero wala gyud official nagstorya mi na bulag nagyud. So niabot ang time na I thought na inlove nako atong relative nako. So I texted my boyfriend makigbulag and then a month after our breakup, nauyab nako tong other boy. I know dghan gyud mucomment na igatan or bigaon or whatever. But I also have other reasons. I know nga among relationship was bound to end sooner or later. It was just a matter of time. Mura ra syag time bomb gahulat ug trigger. That’s the biggest reason ngano nakigbulag gyud ko bsag I know mas love gyud nako tong first. I admit na medyo gamahay kos akong decision pero it was for the best, para ra pd di ma prolong among agony mura rag gahulat kung kanus-a mi magbulag. Gakadugay ang relationship, gakalisod pd kog bulag niya kay attached na kaayo mi sa each other. Di gyud nako ideny nga mas love gyud nako tong Christian boy pero love pd nako akng bf krn, dili lng gyd prehas sa akong pagmahal sa katong first. Hantod karon kami pa diay atong relative nako, maybe sya najud kay murag approve mn sd akong parents hehe. Pero lahi rgyd among relationship sa akong first bf. We were playful, we both have the same interests, we enjoy the same things, kumbaga murag soulmate gyud. Sya gyud akng bestfriend. Karon murag seryoso ra kaayo ang relationship kay mature man gd ako bf krn hehe. Di sya hilig mag dula2x or mag kiat2x ko. Nevertheless, contented nako sa iyaha. To my first love, I still love you. I know kapila na tka giingnan na magbulag ra gyud ta eventually, pero it doesn’t make the pain less. I hope you find happiness and love soon. I know nasakitan gyud ka sa akong gibuhat. I hope mapasaylo pako nimo. I just hope we can be friends again. Thank you for everything. You showed me real happiness that I never knew existed. I love you. Always and forever. #ForbiddenLover"
Posted on: Tue, 25 Jun 2013 03:41:42 +0000
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