Hello everyone I am sorry to say that almost 3 weeks ago I lost my cat Shoda I had her since she was born, and I was only 7 when she and I first met. My mom tried her best to give me hope right before she took her to the ER Vet but I just had a feeling that I was never going to see my cat again, so I sat down beside her cat carrier and told her how much I loved her and how much she meant to me and the joy she brought to my life, and said my final goodbyes, she is now buried beside our old black lab Lady. I am also sorry to say that on Monday December 22nd that I also lost my dog Angel, I have also had her since I was 7, and I got to hold her in my arms before she was even 1 hour old. I knew she was not doing well for the last week, and prepared myself for the worst as best I could. I sat down with her a few hours before we lost her, and I told her how much I loved her, how she was the only girl in my life that loved me for me and that she never left me and I could always know that no matter how the dating life went I always had my golden Angel to come home to and love. Now my old self would look at this as a time to wallow in the sorrow of how the loved have been lost. I have decided to not give in to the weaker feelings of despair, sorrow, pain, and the dark void of depression, and have decided to do my best to move on. I have been asked in the past when I have tried to comfort people who have lost someone dear to them, and the most common question is When does it stop hurting? I have never lied about the harsh truth of loss, it never stops hurting, it never gets any easier, and it will never be the same without that person, but it doesnt mean that you should give in and crawl in a ball wishing for it all to get better because it wont. Life is not easy, life is a cruel joke to play on all living creatures, and it will never be giving without an effort. You must always fight, life may be cruel, a joke, and not giving, that is why I say that I see life as a challenge, I dont know if there is a god, higher power, or even a alien mothership that made us, but I do know this they gave us this life to prove that the strong survive and the weak do not. I am not saying just in terms of life or death, if a strong person is robbed at gun point and told to give up his money and is shot anyway, that proves my point just as well, because that one who is robbed survived life to earn that money in his wallet and to have the life he had, but the thief was weak he was to weak to survive in life so he decided to steal, robbed, and ultimately give in to the side of weakness rather than fight to be strong, and unfortunately took a strong survivor away from all those who held him dear. I have now decided that I will not allow this moment of sadness and loss define me. I will instead rise out of the ashes of death to allow their life and memory to be reborn in my heart and let the happiness that they gave me in life keep me happy in death. To Angel and Shoda I love you both with all my heart and may I one day see you again. My pets, my companions, my friends, and above all my family.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 08:25:54 +0000
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