Hello everyone, well as all must know by now or will be finding out at this posting that I have been diagnosed with Lung Cancer, stage IV, doesnt seem like theres not a lot I can do about it at this time for it, according to Doctors. I will be going to the Radiologist tomorrow, not really knowing what to expect, or to find out. That seems to be the very worst is the fear of the unknown. I wont put up the macho ego and say Im not scared, I am very much so. I feel as I have so much more to offer, but I think some one higher than me must not believe so. I cant say I dont have regrets, I believe no one can ever admit they do. I know I will take those with me when its my time, not much we can or cant do about that, I guess. What ever will be, will be and theres nothing no one can do about it, if I could change things I would in a heart beat. But I know some of you will take this hard should it come to pass. I understand your hurt and pain, but you have to promise me this. You will never harbor hate over my passing, rather cherish our short time on this Earth, remember the good and fun times, laughter, jokes, etc... Remember, to celebrate my life, even though it might have been short and I did not do everything right, I always tried to treat everyone with the respect and love that I could ever show anyone. If I was ever able to teach anyone anything let it be love for your fellow man, always try and leave a place better than it was when you arrived. To always protect and fight the fight for those that cant defend themselves. See the beauty, life and love in this world. Always be kind and help those learn what they think they cant learn, always cherish what you can learn and what you can share to help others learn. As you have your ups and downs remember thats all part of life, its hard I know but you will see in time itll make a huge difference as your go through this walk on Earth. Im going to fight this as hard as I can, Im like any other human and have a will to live. I will not give up not even with my last breath. Dont look at this as the end, look at this as a temporary passing and we shall meet again. There will be more ups and downs for me in the coming months, today has really been one of the hardest ones I have had to face yet. But s there will be more unknowns, there will be more fears as well, I hope and pray I can be strong. This here is not the end yet, I have work to finish and I must sign off for now, I need a little rest so I can complete what I need to get done today if at all possible, things are coming and being set up so fast for me, at times I dont know if Im coming or going...I love everyone who reads this, take a piece of it with you and I will talk to you after I get some rest. Love Bill Lane
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 22:06:51 +0000
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