Hey :) Its the guy with health conditions. I dont know from where to start to explain but I literally gave up on 99% of the people I know. I had an operation 2 months ago and it failed, which caused temporary paralysis in both of my legs. I really felt disabled after I was starting to feel good about myself. Finally I might be able to live a normal life... Thats when all the truth revealed. Only a few of the people I know texted me, asked about me daily and cared. The others never asked until I somehow recovered. Im starting to walk now. I took a decision and decided to be a jerk with everybody. I dont know why I took that decision, maybe cuz I realized that no one will actually live for me so I shouldnt care about anyone. The problem is I wasnt up to it. My sister stated that my problem is that I am too kind to everyone. Now I have no one to talk to. I just feel like a burden on everyone. I even hate the idea that I am alive. Friends, colleagues, even my best friend didnt even bother to ask when I was sick with the excuse he was busy. I hate it when the day starts. I take my medications just cuz they make me feel sleepy and dizzy. I really need to know how to a live normal life. How do people make true friends? What exactly do you do?
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 16:16:10 +0000
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