I am never having kids says little 3yr old me; I held on tight to that promise as I maneuvered my way through life until... leaving my 4 trip to kiaser in a two week span I pullover to my left shoulder because oddly I could not seem to catch my breath! A simple question what the hell is wrong with me I asked out loud; within seconds of the words leaving my lips I was in a full on panic attack! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME... WHY ME... ITS NOT FEAR... I SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO AT LEAST TRY AND BE BETTER... until the moment I felt the choice was no longer mine! And my Mom was there on the other end of the phone to calm my racing heart during one of thee scariest moments of my life... and even though we only get one mother, I on the other hand have been blessed with a few pretty amazing Moms too! As crazy as Lucy may be, most of the best parts of me are because of her. She gave me my strength, my independence, my faith, my sugar coating dont help no one so give it to em raw attitude (the big ol booty she gave to Keisha #StillSalty) the most simply complicated person I know! On the other hand I have my Momma Becca... My knowledge of home and the building blocks of creating one are all thanks to you! Silent lessons in being a wife and mother I have taken notes. And to the other absolutely amazing women who have played a part in molding me into the well rounded women who looks forward to passing along all the awesome sauce of motherlyness you have given me to my children some day! (NO TIME SOON) Mary Agnes, favorite big cousin Resa, Momma Epps, Moms Woods (R.I.P), Reena Nea and Miss Fame Stokes I scream HAPPY MOMMY DAY to you ladies, rather I absorbed your qualities or learned a lesson the easy way by watching your mistakes you are a piece of me and for that I thank God everyday!
Posted on: Sun, 11 May 2014 20:30:52 +0000