I am not an expression, a conduit, a fleshy thing, a projection, a dream, a part. I am the thing itself, and you are that as well. That which I am dreams, fleshes, projects, differentiates, expresses. it does all that, but non of them is what it is, and yet all of that is what it is. To inquire it is absolutely necessary to bare witness to the life, until even the witnessing is finally revealed as one and the same with that which it is witnessed. To do this, you must feel, feel, feel. Not talk talk talk. why?, because talking is a response, which alone does not provide the feedback loop necessary to awaken. To awaken there must be a feedback loop. like our nervous system. you move and you feel yourself moving, and as you feel yourself moving your movement changes and you ability to feel yourself moving enhances. become familiar with yourself as this feedback loop because only within this feedback loop is there awakening. if you dont feel yourself changing as you are noticing, then you are not noticing afresh. you are just responding, to already established inner currents, and neural patterns already established. there is no development there. you must come in close contact with the life that you are, first and foremost. and you will know that you are on the right track because you yourself will change as you are noticing. YOU WILL CHANGE AS YOU ARE NOTICING if you are not changing as you are noticing, you are not noticing, but are in fact just running a historic, already established reflex, and as profound as you might think it is, it has no capacity to evolve you. Spend more time on how you are talking, where you are talking from. Notice the pace of the words, notice their rhythm, your tone of voice. notice whether you are constricted or supple, whether you are declaring or describing, whether you are opening or closing. Start getting a sense of yourself, and how you are. proclaiming or imagining or listening to someone else tell you how you are, does nothing in advancing you towards realization, no matter how much you and others agree that this is like this and that. It is not up to you to agree about how you see or dont see yourself. this is useless. it is how you know yourself to be that matters. If you know yourself to be a conduit, then feel the nature of the conduit, until the conduit dissolves. all entry points will lead to the same conclusion, as long as you walk them. know yourself living. know yourself dreaming, know yourself projecting, know yourself fleshing. know yourself thinking, know yourself loving. Go HD. come closer to you. as close as you can. intimate. and when you have reached the boundary of how close you can go, then sit there until you are invited to come even closer. and keep going. It is the feedback loop that you are looking for most of all. without this feedback loop, you will forever be under the impression that awareness is immovable, or that everything is in awareness, or that you are projecting or dreaming, or that you are a witness, or a conduit, or that this is real or not real. There is thinking and there is contemplating and they are not one and the same. Contemplation is that which cannot be answered by thinking about it. it has to be lived, and it is the life that informs. let the life inform you. stop informing life. stop informing that which you are an expression of. the life form, comes and goes, and the life remains. feel that. feel yourself ten thousand years old. after you have seen all, thought all, felt all, experienced all, sensed all, and from that place, with that ten thousand year old mind, how do you speak?
Posted on: Fri, 14 Nov 2014 01:23:46 +0000
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