I am not ashamed. This morning I woke up and went to brush my teeth I stepped on the scale and looked down and saw these horrific numbers, and I started to cry. I have been so upset because of my body especially in the last few months. My daughter came in and asked me why I was sad. And it was in that moment I actually saw myself thru her eyes. A woman who loves her, cuddles her, plays dress up,giggles with her, teaches her new things every day and is always putting her first. I helped teach her how to be so kind and loving . To hug me when Im sad and when she wiped my tears away It was then that I realized my body may not be what I want, but thats ok. I see all these no excuses and you get what you give statuses and it makes me feel lazy but you know what I do have an excuse my daughter and many of you may think well theres always time for the gym and there maybe for some people but for me I only have a few years of snuggles and laughs and kisses and dress up because in a few years she wont want to do any of that and when that time comes Ill know I never missed a second of that valuable time and I will never feel selfish or regret anything and if I have to be a little chubby for a while ok so be it . So when that time comes that Zoe doesnt need me as much I will focus on getting the body I want but for now Im gonna keep eating healthy and stop feeling like Im disgusting and I hope other mothers can feel like that too because our bodys may not be perfect but the kids who came from them sure are.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 18:54:54 +0000
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